after all the overthinking,
and my heart slowly sinking.
i hope he'll know that i'm trusting him to catch me when i fall,
and that my heart jumps everytime i see his name pop up for a call.
i'm dumb and stupid and still figuring love and relationships out,
but i know he's given me no real reason to doubt.
despite my deep and troubling insecurity,
he never ceases to make me extremely happy.
i want to feel better about myself,
so that i can share the books i've read and keep on my shelf.
at the moment, i'm scared if him not liking the real me
but i hope that soon, I'll be brave enough to let him see.