I know you're not mine
But OK! its fine
Even though i can't ask you for dine
Nor for a cup of wine .

I try to be indifferent
when he holds you in his arms
Though I'm not a charm
But i know he is a harm.

I want you to be happy off course
But want to be the source
Its a paradox but personified.

The roses that I gifted you
Embellish your fair
Only if you tie in your hair.

My intentions are crystal clear
To love you and to be loved by you.
Its my heart and my will
I will spark love
In every breathe that you take.

It's my  game
And it is certainly not for love fame
Great love stories in history
For me are always a mystery .
I will die in shame
The day I forget to love you
I can spend my whe life in expecting  the same.

I'm optimistic
But not being realistic
I dream to conquer every
Chamber of your heart .
I don't belong to the naysayers
For I know god answer my prayers.

My glance turn into stare
How long i have to bare
This pain
Without having anything gain.

I'm on a roller coaster
That goes neither up nor down .
I'm starting to wonder
Is it because of my skin colour brown ?

My one sided affection
I want to deliver it to you without defection
The imperial affection.
     The end



Naidu Chandra Pegu

A garden of roses

Without you
Sun will not stop shining
Without you
wind will not stop blowing
People will not stop believing in love
Even if I spend my whole life
Waiting for you
Without you ......

When material comforts
No longer comforts you
And all you want is serenity
Then Just know that
I will wait for you
In the place
Where we have grown
A garden of roses

When he says those
words to hurt you
When he don't reply your emails
Then do read  those that
I wrote for you
If you feel lonely
Even though is right beside you
Then wait for me
Where we have grown
A garden of roses .

When material comforts
No longer comforts you
And all you want is serenity
Then Just know that
I will wait for you
In the place
Where we have grown
A garden of roses .....

When we were young
We used those thongs
Believed in every fake add
That they used to make bad

Want to re-live
The believe
That impossible is just a big word
But we forgot our swords.

Never noticed the cover
Cause we were in cue to discover
When we were young
We used to pull those giant bongs.

Now that we have grown
Those guts have long gone
Every dream died
With early morning fights.

I owned myself once
Or maybe I was dunce .

Everything that mattered
Are all shattered
Now it seem couldn't get any better.
Walking without umbrella in rain
Is like we have everything in vain.

We thought we didn't born to follow
It seems they couldn't swallow
The guts
In our butts .

Now that I'm ******
For everything that I missed
Thought I could fix
But didn't how to mix.

We never dared to run
Cause they had  gun
Yes we couldn't dare
Now we have to bare
The consequences
Till our last sense.....

Her body was a holy divine
It's grace could embrace
The Prince charming
I can't ratify
But those bangles
Could surely prettify

Her heart was maiden and pure
I can tell you for sure
Curly messy hair
Embellished her fair

Her body
What she once adored
Now what she abhor
Her modesty was
Outraged by his all labour.

It was her fault
That she charmed
Him thought he wouldn't harm.

Her naked legs
Evoked his passionate lust
Soon she found him in bust
With his virilescent  crust
Her body was left to rust.

She could have been wooed
He taught she's a moo
He may have seen
Her bare feet in yahoo.

Her temper,her ego
Were  surrendered to him long ago.
His demoniacal laughter
Which she couldn't bluster.

She Dreamed and prayed for
First kiss
First love
A moonlight dinner
In decent manner.


Preserved her womanhood
For love of her life
But demons crave
The lonely  brave.