To obsess is in my nature,
To crave with my whole self,
Anything that takes away
From my whole self

I was recovering,
But today I collapsed inward,
Light building inside of me,
Until I could not contain it,
I was not made to hold this,
Only to shrink,
To consume,
Addiction a supernova,
Eventually a black hole,
Yet here,
In the middle of it,
I feel only the warmth.

At the end of the day,
I just need something,
Anything,
Inside of me,
To fill the voids,
If it comes in clear baggies,
Or leather jackets,
It matters not,
If it just stays for a while.

I am hungry in the way
That a ghost longs for their body

Honesty is not the same as truth
When we remember things so differently

When you said you loved me
I saw the end credits roll
Write me a new script
Free me from the sequels,
Bring resolutions and a new story
Looking at me with that smile
I know it's the opening scene

Are we more trusting,
If we're trustworthy?