When I look into your eyes
There's always that little spec of light
The twinkle that dances on the edge of your pupil
And in that twinkle I can see
That you really do love me

Can we start over?
Can we be strangers again?
Let me introduce myself
We can laugh and talk
And relearn what we already know
And come up with new inside jokes
And create new memories
And give each other
A second chance.

I gave so much
at the expense of my own tarnished soul
and now you hate me,
why?
because I couldn't do it anymore?
or
because so quickly I was gone?
on an entirely different road
from what I once struggled along
I couldn't do that anymore
I needed to go
to get out
to be free
Whats wrong with you?
Did I not sacrifice enough of me
to meet your expectations?
would you rather I died?
Became a roadkill?
because that's where I was headed.

I want to remember your laugh
And the way you look when you walk away
I want to turn back the hands of time
In hopes that you choose to stay
I want to know how you're feeling
But I know that's not fair
I want you to hold my hand
Although I shouldn't care
I want you to see the clouds
The way I see them
But I know this can't be so
For I'm the flower, you're the stem

Your face
is the portrait
I would paint
if I was blessed
with the gift
of artistry.

i'll close my eyes and pretend
this is not the end
tell myself I can change
better things are within range
~
but i need to face reality

Remember that day when we were sitting on the rocks?
the day we kissed for long hours
I decided I wanted to stop time there.
Everything was just amazingly perfect.
But then it was over,
I went one way, You went another.
My perfect moment was dead, gone.
And now as I remember You kissing me
when You gave me a kiss in every single part
claiming it yours before anybody else
how you kissed my cheeks, my neck.
I don´t know if You remember.
I do.
And it hurts.
Every single thing You touched in me burns
it consumes my every happiness.
my will to move on.
How did You do?
How did You forget?
I guess You are lucky.
Or maybe You just don't care.
But please, I beg You
Help me forget.