You know, it's been rough.
I lost my girl, my job, my car
And I never was enough.
My refuge is gone and my heart remains yearning
But after all this time I'm still just learning
I just wish you didn't have to be a life lesson
There are two lives in my head
One is still with you
The other is dead.
This is gonna be my last one for a little bit, just need some sleep.