Millerdeux: Favorites

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Diane

I loved you ..
And you meant so much..

I never thought that
I 'd cry this much
Just for me to see
That you're never going to be here with me..

Ever.

I'm screaming
I'm shaking
I'm wishing
that someday
you'd look back
and say that you miss me too..

I'm begging to stop
myself
from this chaotic sanity.

Biting my lip,
whispering to the air.

*I love you.
I wish you knew.

#love #broken #sad #depression #life #pain #thoughts

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

He loves me, I love him not

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Not Patty

He loves me, I love him not

You grew flowers in the darkest parts of my heart
And im apologizing now that I'm incapable of accepting them
I can't breathe
I hope that one day you find someone who will water the flowers for you instead of picking them one by one

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

See you later.

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Ryan Farina

See you later.

I saw you the other day for the first time in a while alive and well,
You were happy and had plans for your future
But when I saw you today,
You weren't so well.
All your happiness and plans have been permanently cancelled.
Now you're gone
Forever.

this isn't a goodbye. But instead is a see you later. So see you later old friend

#sad #friend #rip

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Soul destroying

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Rnw

Soul destroying

Sucide can't save my neglected soul,
My mum held my limp lifeless body screaming for me to come home,
But what she doesn't realise is ive been gone for a while now.
A fallen angel,Finally able to spread her wings.

Fly away beautiful

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Self inflicted

Mar 2015 Millerdeux

Courtney Lyn

Self inflicted

If I lay blade to skin
Will I bleed out all the toxins that make me so undesirable.

If I rip open flesh
Will I tear away the pieces of me that repel.

Will the anger and loneliness seep from the wounds
Leaving me whole again.

Can't I just pretend

#depression #anger #selfharm #loneliness #cut #selfloathe #wounds #repel #undesirable