Love is lost
Love is gone
Hope is fading
Hope is dissipating
Faith has disappeared
Faith has changed
Faith has disappeared
Hope is dissipating
Hope is fading
Love is gone
Love is lost

My life
A void
My voice
Erased
My sight
Blurred
My senses
Dulled
My tear
Run
My fear
Increased
My sorrow
A bottomless pit
My cut
Deep
My smile
Fake
My laughter
Forced
My life
Has gone black

Lost within the voices
Is my will
Lost within the memories
Is my strength
Lost within the darkness
Is my light
Lost within the deepest cuts
Is my bittersweet life

Without you I'm numb
I'm dead inside
I'm lonely
I lost my best friend

Without you I'm blank
I'm not my self
And I'll never be again

I want you back
I need you here
By my side here again

Please come back
We all miss you

Why so soon?
You where gone too young
Left us all so early

Your life is now gone
All that's left is memories
And that's all that's left of me

All I see is black
All I feel is numb
All I taste is fear
All I hear is voices

I am gone
I am dead
I am no longer here
I am reduced to nothing

I must hide
I must not show
I must push on
I must smile

It may be fake
It may be forced
It may be pretend
It may not be meaningful

But at least I try to go on

People online say I'm fine

Is it fine that I am depressed?
Is it fine I hate myself?
Is it fine that I hate every, and I mean everything about myself?
Is it fine that I'm suicidal?

No
I don't think it is
Whether or not it's my fault I'm not sure

But I'm not fine
I'm not beautiful
Not in my opinion