As I made my way to school,
I saw two sparrows,
Dancing through hedges,
Wheeling round gardens.

They chased each other,
Taking turns to flee,
And their calls frantic,
But to human ears soothing.

And when one grew tired,
Both would rest,
Still eyes on each other,
Still calling.

And when one gained courage,
A little closer they'd get,
Still thoughts on: What next?
Still hopeful.

For fleeting moments,
That lasted for the longest times,
They stopped and stood in silence,
Content with just the company,
Of one another.

Dreams fall
Like drops of rain
From clouds of naïve hope

Hope crushed
With brutal blows
By the hands of revelation

Revelation found
In ancient stone
Carved by sharpened truth

Truth obscured
With the erosive force
Of standards, pressures and "the norm"

Normality defined
As if an ocean to a drop
Of what one decides is right

What is right? Unknown
But ignorance leads
To assumptions of pain

I'm laughing
I'm singing
I'm dancing
I'm grinning
Like a fool,
Like a maniac,
Yet it's not because of the sugar
It may be because I'm kinda tired
But you made me grin
By what you told me
*Thank you

i'm sorry for telling the complete truth, for once,
and ruining our blissful ignorance
that wasn't so much blissful at the depths,
but there was a hint of smile inside,
for both of us,
until now

What have I done
I've done it now
Ended it all
Realised that there is no going back
From that moment forward
Injustice was done
By my hands
My hands are stained
With the blood of another
That knife
The knife that was in my possession
Through the foundations
The foundations of the human body
The body of another
Which is shivering
Shaking
Quivering
Ending
*What have I done?