Yes, I have scars.
They're part of who I am.
I didn't see them comming.
but earned them all the same.
They're not always appearent.
Some are hidden, some are not.
But trust me, "I still feel them"
with every passing storm.
The scars I have inside me
by far haunt me the worst.
They keep my heart from your heart
a cowards shield and curse.

I wanna show them that  their words didn't
breack me
hurt me
make me loss hope
make me loss sight of what I will be
make me fragile*

I wanna show them their words did
hit a soft spot
made me stronger
made me reach out for my happiness more
fixed me
made me an better me



but I will have a fight till win all on my own

no god to save us,
no angel to descend from above.
no hymn or prayer,
no superior to call Greater.
humanity is the only faith I believe in,
no heaven or hell to decide sin.