i don't think i'll ever forget you
you'll move on, and i'll be stuck
i'm not bitter,
i just remembered
how much you made me feel

I love him
I tell myself
I know that
We will be together forever
I don’t believe that
We could be separated
My thoughts tell me that
He’s the love of my life
Sometimes my heart lies and says
I could live an eternity
Without him
Like my friends say
“We’re perfect for each other”
And you can’t tell me
He’s not the one.

Now read from bottom to top.

sometimes i forget
the universe never wanted me
in the first place

so now i must
fight harder, breathe deeper,
become stronger,

all to let her know
that i am here;
and i am here to stay

Today I missed you...

     but missing you is an empty jar
     that once contained wrays of
     sunshine
     Now it is nothing more
     than a jar...

          You see...

                tomorrow, I'll remember
                all the reasons why
                we are galaxies away
                when we used to be
                a couple of moons
                that spun in the same orbit...

Tomorrow, you'll be gone again,
but today...

     today I wanted to open the jar
     and hope I found that same
     sunshine,
     and today I wanted to catch a
     sunbeam
     to the closest moon in your solar
     system

          But missing you is empty...
            
                        Empty Jar
                        Empty Space
                        Empty

I want to drink away
the memory of you
but the alcohol running
down my throat doesn't
burn nearly as much
as the pain of my
heartache
the day I decided
to walk away

-H.H.

Your smile is a million suns
The galaxy never knows night
When you're happy.


-- Eleanor