watching you being lowered
i feel i'm going to retch
my mind has accepted it
by my heart cannot
you are too spirited to be confined
to a small wooden box
you use your hands way too much
when talking
to hold them still against your sides
what about your laughter?
...it's wide mouthed and loud
who can hear it when your'e closed in?
and your eyes
who will see the playfulness in them
if they're forever shut?
what about my son?
you haven't even played catch with him yet
and me...
who's going to love me as much as you did
if you leave me forever?
you've been gone a long time
things would've been so different if you'd stayed