In allowing love
to envelope us
we lose so much.

We become robots
preprogrammed to
procreate and create
another generation.

The veneration of
people who are
only fulfilled
by the ******
they spilled.

There are other
ways to be,
other versions
you can see,
of struggling
to set yourself
free.

But most want
to abdicate
their responsibility
in favor of
the love they savor
that craving addiction
an easy prediction.

Tv and literature,
movies and songs,
got the good stuff
all wrong.
We are more
then halves
of a whole.
We are unique
people who
always have
room to grow.
You have
a million memory doors
to walk through
and gain the lessons
from the things
I never knew
you went through to.

So, please write something
deeper than your cliché
heartache
and romantic fantasies.

never senseless i suspect
the days
spent daydreaming
the nights
awake thinking
of peace or love
substance
or happenstance
a good
try breath
I breathe again
I gave it my all
I smiled every
now and then
I stepped   into it
I was messed up
came out alive
allright
one day though
when I am
going to look back
I am going to laugh
cause
just because