i’m losing my own mind,
with the swollen heart i got.

i have feelings of being left behind,
your memories replay in my thoughts.

once i cry myself to sleep,
flashbacks start to pour in quick.

you cut a wound too deep,
thanks to you i feel uncomfortable and sick.

guilt is all i feel,
as interest is slowly fading away.

don’t know if i’ll be able to heal,
with anxiety stopping by to play.

did you understood when i said,

“no, stop.”

you didn’t dare to listen as i was upset,
undefeated my knees dropped.

i knew what you were capable of,
once your lips crashed against mine.

you knew i became deeply attached,
once i figured i’m just a dine and dash.

it’s ridiculous how much i think about you,
definitely in the wrong moments.

it’s heartbreaking how you’ve made me feel blue,
why did i became the chosen?

you took the advantage to mess around,
i kept telling you yet you ignored my sound.

it hurts to see you don’t realize the pain you’ve caused,
after your little game was put on paused.