Beloved*
my heart is brimming with gratitude
for the gift of new life
as tiny hands grasp my fingers
and I listen to tiny breaths
I feel my heart filling with joy and thanks
for the ability to love and be loved
may new life begin in me,
so I may keep welcoming life
Beloved
thank you for helping me walk though the darkness,
so I can bask in the light now
there is an inner light that lives in me and
in the life of this little one that I hold
The only words that rises to my lips are
"thank you I love you"
Thoughts of a new father grateful he survived times of depression, suicide attempts, an unspiritual life, to now able to live a life filled with gratitude and not resentments and fears.