hunny

Jul 2015

Yasmine

abyss

A world where
clouds rain heavy glass
onto birds that shriek
above butterflies that breathe fire
over oceans made of oil
near grass made of needles
below trees made of knifes
holding leaves that release toxins
would still be a nicer world
than one without you

#poem #feelings #thoughts #you

hunny Jul 2015

(stay)

you make us both peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. I wait on the couch. dead mind.

you tell me it will be ok. you touch my forehead with your lips. white noise.

you turn on the light and leave me to lay. you'll be back. "rest assured" black space.

you take me on a walk. like a dog. we hold hands and see plants. your eyes look ashamed. blank thoughts.

too

#want #i #*** #now #sandwich #july

hunny Jul 2015

Untitled

it's a sunny day.
blood drops off my knees.
gravel stuck in me.

I wear no clothes.
I wear embarrassment.
astonishment.
knuckles are red,
wet.

no one around.

they did what they came to do.
and they left.
like you will too.

I drag myself home.
to no one.
to nothing.
why bother cleaning myself up.

I'm tired.

*shrugs*

#july

hunny Jul 2015

(fairies)

tiny fairies
wings beating like
my heart

quick
and
soft

tiny fairies
twirling
in
the light wind

leaving butterfly kisses
around your neck

tiny fairies
pouring sunshine
onto
the rocks

watching over
the lost
and forgotten

tiny fairies
planting seeds of
joy
and
sprouts of
happiness

#happiness #fairies #july

hunny Jul 2015

(bluebells)

bluebells
.
bluebells tower
over
the ants
.
drip tiny
drops
drop
s
of water
.
the swingset creaks
the bluebells sway
sky so cloudy
perfect day
.
my face
smacks the dirt
.
my knees start to bleed
.
the bluebells sway
and
observe
.
my tears
.

I think I have add or adhd

#bad #this #is #sorry #july

hunny Jul 2015

(look)

i may not be good now
but look how far ive come
don't go back
just keep going

#ignore