Lazlo Mehl

Lazlo Mehl Jun 2015

Cancer

It spreads as quick as
Oil runs down a water fall
Taking over my entire body
I’ve only ever once felt this way
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When I fell in love on a winter day
But now my body weakens
With every passing hour
I’ve not been treated,
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There is no cure
As the days pass by
So does my body pass away
What once was will
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No longer be
What once was me
Will pass away too
Why did this happen
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Why did I let it get to me
I thought I was protected
By all means I tried
I pushed and pulled
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Why the hell didn’t I fight
Like so many before me
I gave up my strive
For existence seems
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Better that way
At least now I’ll be out
Of everyone’s way
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# cancer #mylife #fear #God

#life #end #my #beginnig

Lazlo Mehl Jun 2015

Winter

As I wake in the morning
to find my favourite window
covered in mist
I then realise winter is here just, just

Its warm in my bed
Id rather rest my head
then face the cold of winter
as winter is just, just

I fear the cold of winter
trenching over my face
is it to late to long for summer
coz winter is here just, just

Winter, Cold, Summer, Cuddles

#love #winter #cuddle #cold #ones

Lazlo Mehl Apr 2015

Why Me

How can it be, I said
As I laid and stared
Why me I asked God
I always prayed so hard
Why did this happen
What have I done
I never sinned or pinned
I was never out of line
All I did was obeyed
Why did you spare me
I should of just died
I remember still now
Many years later
The scar on his cheek
the smell of his odour
The bang against my head
Nothing but a faded scar
The marks on my stomach
Hiding behind my imperfections
I fought real hard
But I had to give up
I prayed that day
That God please don't spare me
I'd rather be dead, then a shattered soul
The image of his face haunts me still
I remember those eyes
Burning deep inside my soul
Lord how I seek for revenge
The one that stole my soul
He took away my motherhood
But he will never know
For that day will haunt me forever
And forever I will be afraid.

Answers

#anger #rage #nightmares #hatered

Lazlo Mehl Apr 2015

Shaheen

I met you at first you where kinda rude and seemed pretty shroud, but then I got talking and nerves overflowed I never really told you, but you made me blush, I think a lot that's why I rushed. I needed to get away because you had me all messed I tried to give you the wrong number but felt to bad. We then got talking and as we said goodbye you planted one on me and I felt all warm and fuzzy inside, that night you had me staring at your picture wondering where you've been, all this time when I was all alone you were right around the corner why didn't meet you sooner when I wasn't such a mess why couldn't you be there when ever I hurt my head. But I'm glad I have you now and I thank God we met.

True love never dies only gets stronger with time

#shahee

Lazlo Mehl Apr 2015

I Used To!!!

I used to like the rain the way the drops fell upon my head most times it felt like my sins were been washed away, I liked the way when the drops hit my face I'd feel instantly be calmer as though the peaceful seas on a hot summers day when it ran upon my lips feeling a sense of love and care that, that little drop took time to run from my head down my aspiring face to reach my pink lips so much care, understanding, love, patience and honesty for in that rain drop I never had to fear I used too like the rain until I found you and you replaced the rain drops with something real something unexplained and something I really love.

Time is all we have value it and don't take others for granted

#love #time #rain #space #appreciate

Lazlo Mehl Apr 2015

The Lake

I went to the lake and there I saw all the beauty and love that you had to give you held me tight and listened to my troubles keeping me safe and free from harm I could not have asked for a better night sitting with you under the twilight, I'm memorize by you beautiful ways your touching soul and your most annoying stare but that for me is all I could ask, spending many more nights under that stars on a bench beside the lake is the place I found my fate, the one true love that I could never forget so thank u for giving me that special night and especially for holding me tight.

First Time

#caring #loving #calming

Lazlo Mehl Jan 2015

My World

I've come to realize that you are my life you have my heart and soul and I don't think I can live without you I can barely breathe when I'm not with you I can hardly see when I can't see you, I never want to be apart from you not for minute, nor a second you are my world and my world is you so I ask you this and this alone, am I your world and your world alone???

Love