I wish Ebola  number seven before six
and erase you from this  life box
Because AIDs tried but you are still smiling
I wish you to test an airplane crash
and transform you into ash
Because car accidents  tried but you are still walking

I wish you to face millions academic ills
and makes you to dodge new skills    
Because poverty tried but you are still excelling
I wish you to be  completely barren
And all men  to abandon your nation  
Because miscarry tried but you are still
Trading

I wish devil to come direct to you dear
And destroy your life beyond repair
Because I tried all dark ways but you are still dancing
I wish your friends and relative to turn
there backs on you
And pay no attention to you
Because  I wish you nothing but
dark-siding

It is a priceless  treasure
And so deep beyond measure

Full of affection
Attention and Appreciation

What is it ? Please
love It is

When I was holding ten years
experience
On  earth
Mami always say to me
"Your girlfriend doesn't exist
On earth "
"Sanabadwe"
I was blind
waiting with smile
Under-pining love without limitation
Maximum appreciation
Full parcel of attention
And  anointed affection

Now I'm about to vacate
from the room of teenagers
But I can't picture
The one who can love me
Give me back
love without limitation
Maximum appreciation
Full parcel of attention
And  anointed affection
Still Searching for her
Day and night
Even in my thoughts and dreams
But I just find pretenders
Maybe she still doesn't exist
On earth

Nothing changed
Until nothing remained
In your head
You wished
To be oxygen to the whole world
And everybody to read
Your future bread
Work hard

If I can fight , I will fight
If i can write, I will write
If I can try it , I will try it
And be bright  And smart

With  Wishes and dreams,  smiling
Effort and hope , growing
Pictures and conclusions, drawing
Love and care , pending

I touched every test of the night
Waiting for the breaking dawn
Looking around,  it  was out of sight
Holding my heart only to be left down

Then wishes and dreams ******
 Effort and hope , in vain  
Pictures and conclusions, erased
Love and care drown
Sending failed!!

You are so priceless , loyal as a princess
You take my hand and trust my ways
You Seize my words and listen well
We  hold and share   lots of things
And smile our friendship brings
Holding joy and happiness in our hearts
We will take flight on the wings of a golden dove

In my dreams and thoughts I go deep
With my eyes open I fall a sleep
Looking on the ground I picture the sky
Looking at  you I see  A guardian angel
Holding  love and care in our veins
We will shine as the wings of a golden dove

You're  so precious like  everything about you
You magnify  my happiness and joy
You're  such pleasure in my life
Almost part of me
You always jumps to my mind
When I need comfort
We will always Work together as the wings of a golden dove

My life in my own words
                holding  emptiness
          And regretting being born  
while skipping to the prison of thoughts

                       "Be strong,
                        everything
             happen with a purpose "
                  That's  a response
           From creatures circling me

      Unknown Blood streaming tears
              From my  blind world
              Weakening    courage
                      Of being me
      Failing to rearrange my  strength
        for the birth of another poem

By LANNO CHIIPIRA and OMAR JIMMY

Add my effort for a million times
In return I gain  pain  and tears
But still goes reading it    
I see no piece of change
To  test something strange
Or reach beyond the top
I always go with rain drops plan
But with ocean drying hope
I will Skip to a New chapter  

With hope and  courage
I forge ahead
To the contents of a new page
Anticipating with hope
To the glimmering future
I don't know how to cope

Tears streaming down my chicks
Deafening by my own heartbeat
My eye lids promising another downpour
With every passing chapter
My world is tuning sour

Edited by Omar jimmy

You sailed millions of miles away
To a place of no visit
When I was holding
No meaning of this day
Many  years passed now
to me seemed  it was just yesterday
You never turned up to say bye


How I wish you were here
To embrace you with love and honor
Showering  you with gifts
Taking you to the end of the earth
But I only have memories

This Day is always  hard for me
Without you by my side
I stare at your pictures for quite a while,
But can't  get myself to smile.
More tears shed down my face,

It hurts me inside
but i  only understand
that we were born to die
no one will exist forever
Let my tears be a gift to you  mama
With mountain moving hope in my heart
One day we will share the same world of peace


EDITED BY : Cathy (Lady carter) , Trintus Chipeta and christopher Mbewu

FEELINGS FROM :  Omar Jimmy , Harry Kaiwa, James moyo and Mercy Gaveta

She turned her back on me
I was feeling like nothing left of me
On the dark  part of love
I was Left lonely  on the ground tears
I stayed alone with my arms closed
She ******  all  my feelings   dry
and went  more steps away from me

I only left with more question in my weak Brain
Does every pain result in gain?
Does everyone  zip chapter of love this way?
My life was falling apart
An inch to Vanish from  the
face of the earth
Then  a miracle followed , life sever appeared

Transformed my heart beyond repair
disconnected me from my past air
Set me free from prison of loneliness
Now I cannot be myself without her with me
my life sever
She is a lady  of my dreams
The only  one to hold in my arms

I have a bunch of friends
But i can't see their true colors
Clock  ticks with sorrow  tears
My heart  holds painful Memories
I can't spit my true feelings
I just wear a mask of fake smiles
Sun shines only in my dreams
I can not  ****  genuine blessings
Because all  my  problems
overhead their theories
Trying to race to the end
it is  a  bitter pill to swallow always
I do not know how it feels
like to have no challenges
This life is a prison with no walls
But I can not see the way out
This life ! Only death can set me free

The genesis of her life
Out of joy of death bring
joy
To  people circling her
I was not one of them but here
But here she is in my salad
days
My only trusted spanner she
Is


She has a cute smile like everything about her
She is my inspiration
An engineer of my Happy life
Original and strong she is
She is far away from me
No communication exist
But she is always in my heart
For more information get a
notion from the look
Of my eyes
I hope you can see it

I will never leave her alone
Until I see her excelling as a eagle
And bring joy to people
Circling her
I will be One of them

My heart becomes shattered
Every time  you sail an inch away from me
Tears roll down my cheeks    
I can't exist without you my angel
Because I hold you deep inside my soul                                                  

Your a lady who moves me like no other
Now you take  my  heart Completely
I'm just lost in your magical heart
When your eyes meet mine
that's   what  makes me a complete man
Then ,  I  realize your the best part of me

I always feel unusual
When I miss that cute little smile
That I like to see
And that sweet voice of yours
as you call on my name
Finally, i realize your indeed best part of me

All my feelings deeply rooted in your arms      
Teach me how to dance
in the world when i hear cries of drums       
 When i look into your eyes i see something   invisible to human
You have transformed my world despite all my errors
      
Your sweet smiles light my ways to another planet    
I will never break  your heart     I will always share with you how i feel
And i will treat u just right
Now i trust my feelings    
Your everything to me despite all my failings      
You put a smile on my poor face

You make me strong
Because your always there for me when am in vain.
So i will be in your world for ages & ages
Generations to generations
Only if u let me to b  in   forever
You are the one i cant live without
This fact is true
U mean a lot to me

When I have a problem she lend me her ear                                        Her shoulder  absorb my every tear

She is the  One who sign up my life on earth
She  share with me love that knows no end

I will care about her for better for worse
And tears of joy  will make her eyes heavy

Wipe and dry your tears
Cast out your fears
Let me be your only sight
Open up your  locked heart
Acceptance is the only  key,                                                       to be happy  and free  with me
Unearth all my feelings
And hold whatever  it brings
Let your heart  see very  well
And have a lot to tell
Let my presence give  you hope
I will  help you ride to the top  
You deserve precious future
my only beautiful creature

My head full of new chapter stories
Trying to delete old memories
She calls for the first time
i find an excuse to start anew poem

My phone lights for the  second time
It is  her again ,Trying to hook me back
I have no love for her    
So her calls  carry no weight

My phone lights for the third time
For sure , She is trying to **** my time
Can I change my number ?
Or she has  to be my  blacklist member ?

At the middle of searching answers
She calls for the fourth time
I click a green button with anger
ready to spit harsh words On her

She catches  a mouth piece first
With  sorrowful  tone  “Help ! Help ! Am dying”
And then, she stops    
I Try to call her name again and again
I only gets total silence in return