I have a bunch of friends
But i can't see their true colors
Clock  ticks with sorrow  tears
My heart  holds painful Memories
I can't spit my true feelings
I just wear a mask of fake smiles
Sun shines only in my dreams
I can not  ****  genuine blessings
Because all  my  problems
overhead their theories
Trying to race to the end
it is  a  bitter pill to swallow always
I do not know how it feels
like to have no challenges
This life is a prison with no walls
But I can not see the way out
This life ! Only death can set me free