Ever exploring,
ever evolving,
ever growing.

I can't stop this life that has been given to me.

Nothing will change my perception,
everything solidifies my beliefs,
everything is all apart of another,
we are all interconnected,
we all have a purpose,
and most of us alive don't realize it.

I wish that I could pry open everyone's eyes,
so that they too could know what I know and could learn as I learn,
for I am still learning and know nothing,
but in the same instance I am one with everyone and I am one with myself,
and I know more than I realize just haven't unlocked it all.

Life is to detailed for me to figure everything out,
a million years of knowledge for a hundred years of life,
it's very hard to determine all of it.

We do it out of spite,
inside lies a angry child.
spitting his words of denial,
he ran with wolves he was wild.

He flew like a disconnected  kite,
out a 7 story building window.
He tried to fit in and speak the kids lingo,
but he was one of many losing a blackout game of bingo.

He fought the good fight,
but tonight he threw in the towel.
When someone tried to stop him he replied with a growl,
as he flew out that 7 story window he flew down to the ground with a howl.

Can't we just for tonight pretend this boy,
that this boy,
lives inside us,
he died within us.
His heart was broke,
like a wheel without a spoke,
he missed the times and was made into a joke.

The Litebrite's now black and white
'Cos you took apart a picture that wasn't right
Pitch  burning on a shining  sheet
The only maker that you want to meet
A dying  man in a living  room
Whose shadow  paces the floor
Who'll take you out in the open  door
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm  like
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
He said really I just want to dance
Good and evil match perfect, it's a great  romance
And I can deal with some psychic  pain
If it'll slow down my  higher  brain
Veins full of disappearing  ink
Vomiting in your  kitchen  sink
Disconnecting from the missing  link
This is not my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
I'ts just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
I see you're  leaving  me
And taking up with the enemy
The cold  comfort of the in-between
A little  less than a human  being
A little  less than a happy  high
A little  less than a suicide
The only things that you really tried
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm  like
It's just a fond  farewell to a friend
Who  couldn't get things  right
A fond  farewell to a friend
This is not  my  life
It's just a fond  farewell to a **friend