I write only on you
For my world of words
Revolves around you..
Creating shades of dark and light
Poems on you!!

Only Asset
Charming smile
Value undisclosed
Shielded under N-95
Fearing raid of Covid-19

Beneath my ..

Fancy dresses
Designer jewellery
Coloured smiles
Beauty make ups and
Gorgeous Make overs....

Resides....

A Burning heart
And a paining mind !!

The days and nights
I enjoy each with you
Is a blessing from my Lord
And I believe it in solid...
But for his grace ...
You and me would still be
Unknown hearts to each other ...
He gave you to me ..
To care for you a lot
And vice versa too...
And for sure
he wants me to love you
to love me....

Why does the mind
Keep thinking always?
Often it is bright hopes
But more often
tangled in dark thoughts.

Sometimes it's fear,
At times  it's courage
And a lot it wanders
afar to unseen land
across untouched sand !

dominance of thoughts
Always on mind, never calm
Why? Sometimes it’s work
Every so often it’s home,
When will this endless
Chatter of thoughts cease?

“Meditate”  I hear  for “Oh God,”
With eyes closed, focus set
I try to still the storm within
And yet A train of thoughts
Rushes on , nonstop…!

With tranquility’s golden ray
war within ceases- mastering the art  
to control the flow of  thoughts
And now mind is clear…!
But for how long?

Sometimes it's scolds
sometimes soft word
Sometimes piercing glance
Sometimes romantic looks
I miss all these now....!!!
Unable to tolerate, I vow
Will die without these
As  addicted I'm  to these!!

Like the Innumerable  stars  twinkling  on  the sky
Infinite emotions keep glittering  in my heart...
Is my heart like a sky.....
Or Sky is like my heart ??

I'm
Just an
Instrument to write
In the hands of
The master writer to make
You realize what YOU are to
ME  !!
Realize it
And treat me
wise !!

Far away across the seas ...
Oceans and mountains...
Crossing all walls and barriers .
Where the dates dance in bunch
To the tunes of the Arabian breeze
Goes my heart...
To meet the beat of my heart...
And celebrate togetherness !!

Withered hopes and dried up ambitions
Of tired soul so yearning for peace
Walk destined to six yards  unknown land piece
For eternal rest in peace ...
With prayers not to see...
Anyone anymore...
Not to hear any repents
For the inflicted hurts
And never to receive the love
Denied when sought...
Just to rest .....
With no hopes and no expectations  .. .
And nothing more beyond
than never ever felt peace !!

With wings spread of their dreams
to Reach their dear ones
And breath the air afresh
of their land of birth
pursue their homely dreams
And enjoy their evenings
With relatives and neighbours
To blast their holidays in style
Of their willingness..
From their land of duty,
To land of their home,
the world they belong to
They boarded the flight...
From Dubai to Kozhikode
Which flew high to touch the sky
Along with the dreams of  happy souls it carried...
Finally..
Pulled  down to realise the dreams..
To touch the land...
But...
Destiny skidded...
Of dreams and the aircraft
Taking life of the pilot and his co....
Letting it go to rescue dependants in the flight...
And many lives lost  life,
The shattered dreams...
The  disfigured aircraft..
Members lost families
Parts lost bodies..
As ramnants of the flight..
Bringing tears of its thought!

You came as a gentle breeze
Touched upon my inner heart
Making me realise who I'm
And took away the tears
That I stored of pain....!!
When again can I feel the squeeze
Of you...oh gentle breeze
To make me off pain so complete??!!

She is an angel
sans wings and feathers
Yet flies by seconds..
Never to cover the distance again..
With moves heals wounds of minds
Erasing memories not too good
And gives hope to get along with her..

She is an angel
Some feel she's good to them
While for others she's bad
As for her..she's impartial..
As she moves on Earth changes inhabitants too with seasons
On her every movement....

She is an angel...
Visibly invisible yet always
On move forward...
Without a halt whatsoever..
With a challenge to universe
"Catch me if you can"
And she's on the move..
She's an angel. ...
Timeless....ageless....precious!!

I fall more often
In the dimples of your smile
Than I have fallen as a child !!

In the sunset of unspoken dreams
Where it’s remains once danced in glitter
Drenched in fire , now seems  resigned,
Lies in ashes of memories, intertwined.
And the flickers that once warmed the soul,
Rests in the unattended corners,
Of the heart, silent and deep.
With hopes for a new beginning
From every finish, like a rise of phoenix
From the unattended corners of heart!!

Yearned for some one to confide to
But found none to confine to
Cried days and nights  of my loneliness
Longing plentitude of completeness,..

Believe seeing my weepy soul
And helpless to give a candid console
The master designer of my life gifted me a loving soul
As my protector and saviour as whole
Destined to be my strength at large
Till end of my life always to recharge !!

Oppressed mind, repressed soul , suppressed heart vanished from my memories and  self...
And disappeared to the vanity with a never return back promise to their self..

Mind, heart and soul regenerated alive
Encouraged dreaming colossal to survive
Supported and Illuminated by  the gift of God
Gazing to a destination good and odd.
.
Alterations marked the gift of God's ingress
Rediscovered my writing passion in progress
Guiding me to the world of words
And aiding me to find my word from words..

Sparkle in smile, compassion in eyes,
zeal to care, meticulousness in advice
I feel the touch of the master creator
In this..his gift to me!!
Doubtlessly I know... The master creator himself....is THE GIFT TO ME!!

There’s  always a fire
With no flames
When a soul draws near—
A spark that flicker softly,
Yet burning strong and clear.
It kindles warmth within,
Even when in frostbit
A quiet glow, unwavering,
Soft, yet full of light.
A silent force, magnetic,
Unseen but ever true, genuine
Calling out, unspoken,
In a language meant for two.
Compassion like gravity,
A gentle, steady hold,
An endless bond, a quiet flame
That never fades or folds.

Twinkling stars winked at me
Making me blink in surprise
Of the meaning conveyed…
Shouldn’t I be shining like stars
In the world I live ?!
But  
Where am I? Why am I?
Still reeling  behind the clouds !!

Realizations, though realized late
With belief, Time again not gone
I’m on the move…
To make it happen…
And  twinkle like a star
On The Earth!!

Snow capped hills
Standing tall and Serene
Many a bends and curves to reach
Owns me six yards piece
For me to rest in peace !!

My little piece of mind
Needs a little peace of mind..
None can give my little  piece of mind
A little peace of mind
Unless I make peace with my mind
Least... with a  little piece of  mind !!

Love with unlimited affection
Anger sensibly understood
Happy sadness as perfect partners holding hands...
Infinite emotions  heart holds
with eagerness to rest ...
And talk never ending words of silence
Of  feelings deep down in my heart..
Heard to the only heart
That can only love me....
So unconditionally!!

My tiny lonely fingers
Finds their perfect partners
In the hold of your hands..
Like my heart finds its beat
In your's....!!

Pain
suffering
Ordeals
undergone
Mentally
When
I miss you
Is beyond words
to express !!

You won't know
Even if I express!!

With tiny groans mind weeps
With hot tears shedding down
As steams of evaporated water
That boils in the pain of ceased
Love and concern from the one
For whom the soul lives
and
Heart beats!!

Her crown shone like fire
Unbowed and unyielding
sturdy, steadily embracing
strength in a shower of rain
utterly in the shower of pain.

Foot grounded amply-
facing storms and thunder
Amid threatening lightning
And drops of rain chilling  
from crown to feet and core .
she stood strong and certain.

Rain recedes, lightning ceases
the storm  and thunder choose peace
She stands  there to a way clearer
like a nourished plant –
basked in brilliance of life.

Trust, hardships and pain
Often head us to spot
where , we  truly ought to be
And, where we need to be
If faced firmly,
With hope for a dawn and light
than drown to depths of dark!!

A part of me is you
Other part again is you
Feel lost myself in you
And
My heart seen missing from me
Seems beating for you !!

My burning heart
In the flames of your words
And acts
Plaints in pain
Loud and visible
As the silence in me you see!!

Trusted your words once
Trusted the same again
And again. . .. in vain
with no gain...
But no ....
Not any more again
To model myself
a self proclaimed fool!!

Sky sheds its tears
So too my eyes….
Both destined
To fall on the earth !!

I need you
As my strength
For my health
As my wealth
For my sheath
As my breath
Till my death!!

The withering petals
Of the roses
Reminds me of eternal truth
Nothing is eternal
Including my youth...

The little drops of rain
That drowns down my face plain
Reminds me of your touch
Making me stand still as such.

Monsoon brings memories with a smile
Beautiful thoughts of you and me for a while
Together,  in the wilderness of wood and green,
And the little sounds of flies leading me scream…
 
I’m missing your compassionate look
By which you almost had me took
Yearning for your arrival most soon
By spending my nights looking at moon….

Come on dear, I need you here
And if you don’t have me hear
I may not remain on this earth
May be then...you will realize my worth…

Mind ignites with hope
Setting it ablaze sans any dope
Body and heart in perfect dance
Syncing with dreams, in a fervent trance..
Running swift towards the goal,
Every inch, in a determined stroll.
Mind observes keen, though not in sight
A sign of change, very much under light
With  transformation whispers in the air,
A total shift, beyond compare.
Change, the inevitable dance,
In every circumstance, a chance.
With every step, like a journey begun,
For the change, the constant, under the sun.

Setting sun at west end
Splashed on me the colours
Of orange and red...
Did the sun know
I was blushing  without colours ?
In the thought of my midnight moon!!

Light walked into my life
Disguised as you...as my life
Spreading the light so bright
Making my future so bright and right
Making way  ahead without any fright!!!

My hair dances
To tunes of your breath
My body moves
To the feel of your touch
And it makes me look beautiful
While at the most
Beautiful place  for me
on the earth -  your arms!!

It's not your love and care
But the love with which you care
That makes me do the rare
Which to do ,no one dare.
And excel with fair
A fact  that I swear...

Mango tree in the yard,                        
stands tall and calm
Seasons change
Appearance budge
Yet remains firm on roots

Sunshine and thunder shower
harsh wind and deep winter
Always calm through out
Standing deeply rooted.

Different shades of green
Dark, darker and the lightest
Reflect like neon on night
the  Colours of autumn..
The roots hold still
In its own shade.

In every leaf and every bloom
Trust, it’s the roots
That nurture growth
To touch the sky and back
standing still ….
Rooted to the core…...!!

Bridled  with jungled thoughts
In missing your words and acts
feel lost, irrecoverable strange sort
Unknown hustling bustling world
never know the pain held in depth ...
Does whistling wind whirl around you..my world?
Make you realise me and my pain.!!

Heart to heart romance
Or heart wrenching heart breaks
The only person I can write about
without a second thought
Is YOU!!

THE EVER ILLUMINATING LIGHT
FOR ME TO WRITE!!

Come...let me give you a hug
To take your pain as mine
For I can't see you burn in pain...

Disturbed mind of
Mounting work pressure
Seeking solace in the arms of
words to flow in the rhythm
of emotions !

This is our world
even sky  doesn't limit us from reigning  this  friendship world
To climb on each other's shoulder
And dance to the music, new or old !!
To laugh at jokes our own
To find fault with each other and disown
Comment on everything under the sky
And talk about our dreams so high
To take everything lightly
And laugh out our heart so loudly
We are not grown up women now
But born again teens as for now
Born to enjoy each day of life
With friends whom we never had anything rife..
Hari...you are our leader here again
Never mind ..we may revolt against
Reju...you are own backbone
Still have to bear our throw  of stone
And kavi...will always be the little tail wagging it always without fail..
This is our own world.. our own way
With nothing to hold us back from smiling all the way ..
WE, THE THREE MUSKETEERS...

You see me as a person
A single one,
But within me,  
There are thousand me
One who cries within
And sometimes shedding tears
In the loneliness of own world
And then there's another me
Stamping out melancholies with a smile  
Talking to faces me on the way
Known to me, with bursts of merry
Sometimes cry my eye’s out
Within hands that hold me tight, as own
And sometimes I refrain from dropping tears
As not to drench their heart with my tears
And pan out to  opt a happy face..
Not letting anyone know
What's within me …
Again, The world sees me as a whole..
While I'm whole in pieces .!!

Words from my pen
Assays the feelings of my heart...
Yet..
Lies there a heart undiscovered
Filled full with overflowing love
Concealed to your mind, ignorant
Making me burn to incessant fire
Of you...and your thoughts!!

I want freedom
Freedom to fly
Freely like a bird
On the wings of my dreams
To the destinations I most like
With no questions asked
No answers to be told
To how when where and why..

I want freedom...
Freedom to be my self...

Seen always with pleasant smile,
Inspires others too to smile…
Strictly follows school motto
Heads anything good “Suo moto”

Love and peace loving person
In every season for every reason
Will make it to his mission
To become a politician
And we wait to present our petition
For problem solution

Simplicity and affability is you trade mark
Backing you in your pragmatic embarks
Wishing you best to reach your goals
Outstandingly in chief minister's role
Running the race slowly
Yet winning the race steadily...

Coloured smiles
Mind blowing at look
With all undeniably realistic
Attracting hearts to fall in it
Innocent hearts so sensitive
Yearning for compassion
Just skid in !!
The truth of colours realized
Once you are juiced
And straws thrown!!