There. I'm sorry, but I said it.
I thought I could cope with being "just a friend"
but I've fallen for you into a bottomless pit.
The bridges of my feelings were quick to mend

They came like a huge wave rushing
I didn't want them to come
those butterflies and blushing;
and my heart feeling like a drum

but when you were sitting there laughing at the tv
it was pretty irresistible. The way you looked at me.

I tried to search within your eyes
to see if it was all in my head
and to my surprise...
I don't think your feelings are dead

What the hell is going on?
I'm supposed to be over you
my head is saying its wrong.
but my heart just flew.

~E.Y.

I'm sorry if I smiled at you.
I know that you don't like that anymore
but it's just that
it was an accident.

And I'm sorry if I smiled at you
but
I just got confused
because
I saw your eyes,
They were there, on your face,
And
they were exactly the same
eyes that used to be on
your face, you see,
In those times
when they used to smile at me.
And they were exactly the same eyes
that used to look at me
like I was your favourite person.
And they were exactly the same eyes,
And

...Except that they don't do that now,
And I know that,
And that's why I'm sorry
if I smiled at you,
But surely
you can understand my confusion,
You see,
it was simply human instinct
to smile at something I knew.

And I suppose I just assumed
(and I suppose I was wrong)
that perhaps they might remember
me too,
And I wasn't thinking,
It was automatic...
But I'm sorry,
I shouldn't be making excuses,
I should have remembered
that you don't do that anymore.

I'm sorry if I smiled at you,
I just
don't know what happened.