KA - Hello Poetry

KA Feb 2015

You can not miss what you never had.

An empty bag
swirling in nothing.

You speak with no meaning of
hollow chocolate bunnies and fistfuls of nothing.

You can not miss what is not there.

KA Feb 2015

Friends

Listen
Love
Unconditionally
Its simple isn't it?
Just hard to find.

KA Feb 2015

Landscape

The dream passes,
kids and images of love lost,
the hope and potential lost.
giving yourself away,
the manipulation and control,
your self inflicted participation,
to wake up and have enough.
decided to be you,
perfect you,
ridiculed but free.
Free to be you.
Free to dream your dream.

#love #dream #self #hope #you #me #free #manipulation

KA Jan 2015

of the death rattle...

the past clings less and less.
the last gasp of the old self.
air escaping, the color fading.
mouth gaped with blank eyes.
lifeless with a silent story.

#love #death #lost #past #silent #story #goodbye

KA Jan 2015

Sunshine

You are alive to smile at the sunrise and to know that is all that matters.

To stand in the rain, feeling the drops washing away the old

and welcoming the new.

Your life, your happiness.

Smile, smile smile.

#life #happiness #smile

KA Jan 2015

"Every Day Is Exactly The Same"

I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around

Oh, no

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I'm still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do

- Nine Inch Nails

by Nine Inch Nails

KA Jan 2015

Goodbye

I am no longer that person.