to make big decisions more easily.

the people say good morning like they're used to me,
they wave when they see me in the hall.
but i know that as soon as they get close to me,
they'll wish that they never had at all.

There are no crickets

just know
that if you ever need me,

i’ll be there.
i’ll always be there.

wishing for calm
trying to keep it peaceful
i don't feel good, so don't start
it's a lot of bad things
don't start, i won't struggle
won't tell them ****
won't tell them
i wanna die
don't miss me, don't wish for me
make sure you outlive me
hope it goes down as g.o.d.
there'd be no me
it was god's plan
hope it was god's plan

awkward questions, awkward stares
told that i'm putting on airs
written out of all the prayers
i don't fit into the squares