I watch all these movies, romanticism at its finest.
But one story stands out, not the notebook... But "I walk the line" this true story about hardships and love for a woman hits home. I made tons of mistakes like he has and ends up with his woman, never giving up, turning into the man she wants and knows he can be.

Im trying ***, believe me, you have told me no 100 times now, its time for you to come up with a new answer.

I constantly find myself chasing my dreams. Trying to succeed, Trying to make a name for myself .
Only to realize that I keep failing.
But I will not give up,  
Because that's what they want.                      
I will push forward.
I will prove them wrong.
I will keep chasing my dreams ,
Until my dreams become reality!
I am not a quitter, I will not fail,
Though there may be times that I find myself questioning my ability.
I will hold my head high.
And I will overcome anything.

C.H.N./9-9-15

A goodbye that remains
blameless am I
Another lie,  ugly, transparent
How can I prevent it?
Why am I so easy to love,
They all seem to fall hard
Saying all the nicest words
Painting my mind in far from now
Oh so foolish to inflate ego full of pride
And this ain't my first experience
So how is it that I am far from agreement?
Three times, consecutive, at the very moment
I begin to see a future we could come to see