Ryder Rose

Ryder Rose Dec 2015

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I want to forget you
I want to not remember for a while
Why can't you just fade away
I don't want to remember your smile

I want to lose all of the memories
I want to forget our first kiss
I want to just close my eyes
& not have you to miss

I want to forget your touch
I don't want remember your name
I just want it all to stop
I can't take any more of this pain

heartbreak, broken, life, poem, love, sad, pain, thoughts, heart, sadness

Ryder Rose Oct 2015

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As I'm scrolling through my newsfeed
I see a picture of your face
Next to you is a beautiful woman
All covered in lace

I first heard of the engagement
Six months ago
I didn't know it'd actually happen
I thought you'd take it slow

For I was your first
You said I was the one
The army did this
I just had to run

I pull out a bottle
Full of ***** and pain
Maybe it'll help me
Forget what's now her last name

When I awake in the morning
I look at my phone
The first thing I see
Is your guys' brand new home

For it's in Texas you reside
At least we're miles away
But every time I close my eyes
I always hear you say

"I would've left her for you
Baby, I waited for years"
It's something I'll always regret
As I'm now drowning in my tears

#love #heartbreak #poetry #sad #depression #life #pain #thoughts #you #heartbroken

Ryder Rose Oct 2015

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As I drive through our hometown
The one I've avoided for years
I try to block out the memories
But my face is already full of tears

In the middle of the park
Basketball you would play
I watched you for hours
Day after day

Just there on the corner
You kissed my face
I take in a deep breath
Remembering your taste

In the fields of daisies
We both lied
In each others arms
Until next time

But there wasn't a next time
Forever ended so soon
For me it's not over
I'm still singing our tune

#love #heartbreak #poetry #sad #depression #life #pain #thoughts #you #heartbroken

Ryder Rose Sep 2015

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As you part your lips
your tongue cuts though walls I've built
Leaving nothing but
broken elements
of myself
s ha t ter ed
into a thousand p
                                  i
                                            e   c
                                                      e
                                                           s

#love #heartbreak #poetry #sad #life #pain #depressed #thoughts #you

Ryder Rose Sep 2015

10w

We
could
have
been a
royal flush,
but
you
f o l d e d

#heartbreak #poetry #thoughts #10w #you

Ryder Rose Sep 2015

10w

I
open
my
eyes
and
see
him
but
feel
y o u

#thoughts #10w #you #heartbroken

Ryder Rose Sep 2015

Regretting Our Goodbye

Sun kissed skin
Deep blue eyes
Tears wet my face
As I picture you tonight

I let you go
& pushed you away
But now my biggest regret
is not asking you to stay

Hand in hand
A bond so strong
We had it all
But now you're gone

I'm wishing on stars
Staring up at the sky
Cursing myself
for telling you goodbye

Maybe one day
when we meet again
You'll give me another chance
& we can start again

To my first true love

#love #heartbreak #poetry #thoughts #you