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Jessa Feb 2018
Suffocated
In this heavy air
Choked
With more lies
I shut
All doors to my heart
You won't find me
For the window to my soul
Has been closed
There's nothing
You can see in me
Just this pure darkness
With the voices of nightmare
Run away
Because I might stain you
With my sins
Don't turn back
For I might burn you
In my hell
Just spit your shame on me
For this curse
Gladly ...... I'll carry to my grave

-Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
Can you love a devil
And
Change her way to heaven
Or
Will you fall
For her temptation
And let her lead you
To hell

-Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
I long to hear
You whisper my name
With passion
Though I know
That kind of ecstasy
Would never be mine
But.....
Will you pretend
That you love me
Only this one night
Will you try
To hide your sympathy
And show me
A little feelings of affection
Not too much.... but just enough
Before we say goodbye
For eternity
So tell me.... will you?

-Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
Not a holy woman
Nor the devil I am
But still
Loving me
Has become your sin

Not a heaven’s man
Nor the demon you are
But still
Living with you
Has become my hell

Blood on my lips
Poison in your tongue
Still we kiss
Still we taste each other
Venom we are
But never a monster

Is this love
When our chemistry
Reacts disastrously
Or is it passion went wrong
When too many particles
Involved in our destiny

Toxic we are
But I guess
We’re addicted to misery
High with doubts …. Maybe
But still we drown
In the sea of love

-Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
Roses bloom to your spoken name
Such a ****** to cut them
Yet to give them to you
Beauty to match
Love this trap
Your lips speak
Utter sweet poetry
As my hand goes under
I catch your fall
To break your walls
Giving all without words
Actions to bleed to prove
There’s no me without you
As no sand without sea
Be with me...
As the sun and moon rotate
Loving the sky... our fate
To collide so pure
I just want to erase your design
Rewrite this story love
Take away the pain, as your breath
Upon my lips, my name spoken the same
Redo love, renew... what’s been taken
To rework a false love
Into everything you’ve dreamed...
Into what we both can see

Such a beautiful melody composed
Whenever I utter your name
And words come out easy
To define the beauty of passion
Frozen in time
With your gaze
Such a wonder your eyes hold
Til I almost fall
Feel you there
To catch me
Give you all
For only with you
I want to be
Eyes looking at the same sky
As roses start to bloom
I knew I'm in love again
Another us.... with the same name
A rewrite romance
And the pain ends
Redo what's been missing
Taking what should have been placed
Rework the love..... renew the vow
To everything we've dreamed of
Clarity of fate as we can see

-Ashawn & Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
It seems like
I'm the ghost of the past
That keeps haunting your night
Because you still
Search for me
In every dream
In every thought
Even in your nightmares
How I wish
For you to let go
How I pray
For your restless sleep
To come to an end
But I guess
This won't be over
For I'm still holding on
To old promises
So will you gaze
Upon the stars
And resuscitate me
Soul to soul
Heart to heart
For I yearn to be
More than a phantom
In your life

-Jess
Jessa Feb 2018
How could you expect me
To dive into your heart
When the water is shallow
And filled with the reefs of your pride

Often…..
I got hurt
With bruises and cuts
When your rough wave
Hit me hard

Wish you could see
That I’m tired
Of fighting the tide
Wish you realize
That I’m not floating
Nor I try to swim

Because….
I’m waiting for you
To save me
From drowning
But seems like
You just wanna let go
And watch me ….. sink

-Jess
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