I am speechless
and enjoying every second.
God saw my broken life
and lovingly wrecked it.
Took all the things I could never heal,
and mended them with love and peace.
He made miracles happen inside me.
Now there's something living
where there once was only death
And I can't help but find myself giving
Him my every breath.

I’d sleep better
if your chest
was my pillow
and you were
here to hold me.

Forgive my impatience,
or disobedience,
or sin.
Lord, I know there's a dance
you're preparing me for,
I'm not yet in.
Lord, I know you're taking what's broken
and gently have begun to mend.
And I don't want to be a disappointment,
no...never again.
Keeping searching my heart, God,
so I may never stray again.
Rid me of my flesh.
Rid me of my selfishness.
And Jesus, let your holiness be my amen.

Call upon me, Lord.
Amongst these trees,
I cannot hide.
Search my heart and
come free my mind.
Oh, reveal Yourself to me.
Oh, reveal Yourself this time.
Oh, reveal  Yourself in me.
Lord, I long to see you in everything,
I ache for you to fill my life.
Lord call upon me now,
call on me anytime.
Fill me, Lord.
Oh, give me
*life.

Sometimes I wonder
why it ever took me so long,
to reach toward the beauty of God
and learn to love.
How did I ever get along?

Memories of a broken world
dance across the screens of my mind.
It is me,
a completely different girl
crying, broken
wasting all my time.

But I don't linger there long.
No, I have learned to leave that
which once was far behind.
I now see what He beautifully
reveals to me in the movies
of my mind.