6:\>6inches**
if you-re reading this
and asking god "how?"
the answer is "pills"
...it was the pills
that did me in
i finally crossed that large item
off my "to-do" list...
it has been a long time coming,
but you know i have always had
an issue with chronic procrastination
i have postponed it for too long
sought too many ways to
rationalize
such radical visions
in my mind,
i have live and died
several million times
in those million visions,
i didn-t find many answers
instead more persistent questions
most of them are
ontological in nature...
those i don-t think about
cuz i would loathe to think
that i would still be tormented
by darkness comparable to
that which creeps into my mind
when i-m by myself
all i know is
there is a
distant between
the heart and the brain
of about half-a-foot
and there-s a distinct
possibility
i just missed heaven
by six inches
j:\>jcc_

2:\>2themoonandback*
...i could never understand
why she said that...
...the irony.
she thought she was
saying something deep.
she used to say,
“i love you to the moon and back.”
funny, she predicted how
our relationship would end:
her loving me “out of this world”
only to return back down to earth...
now lemme tell you something—
when a love is supposed to last,
you love them to the moon
and you ******* *stay there.
...you stay there.
you don-t “go back.”
cuz while you-re going back,
they-re out alone in space...
...because your conceited ***
thinks the universe revolves around you.
news flash: it doesn-t.