A hidden smile
Covered by a sea of pain
Don't give up
One day your smile will emerge
From the ground
Enlightening other peoples faces once again

You were unable of seeing the great personality within
Did not care you just want to use him
Playing with his heart before you leave
He should not have deserved this grieve

In this town he is good enough
Whispering into his ear telling him that this will change
These words sound tremendously rough
Knowing he is not good enough no more feels entirely strange
He really liked you
Your feelings however were always shallow
Leaving him behind moving on to the next best victim

Unable to accept the help we need
The pain in our body hidden so deep
Desperate inside, ready to shout
Opening my mouth nothing comes out
Afraid of showing our struggle
All the problems we have to juggle
to proud to admit our failure

Been hurt long ago
Wounds that I'm afraid to show
Marking me ever since
Myself I have to convince
That my scars have fainted
My body however became tainted
Scars still affecting me today
Not allowing love to stay
Too afraid of getting hurt again

The dark deep inside your soul
Well hidden from our eyes
Every day is a disguise
Someone has created that hole
Unable to hide the evil within
The time of losing control
Unleash the bad from your soul
Show the monster you have always been

I gave you everything I had
Receiving nothing in return
You are making me feel bad
You are making my heart burn
Sitting here lonely and depressed
Turning all the anger towards myself
Why do I feel so **** stressed
The feelings messing with my health
But you don't seem to care
A situation I should have predicted
No love that you could share
Why do I feel so conflicted

Spending another night thinking
Alone in the dark, no time for sleep
Spending the days drinking
Thoughts that I don't want to keep
Haunting me at night
Feeling so lonely
The inside of my chest so tight
If only
I could change myself

A room no light that I can see
Darkness upon you and me
Shouting for help nobody can hear
Breaking down the hands over my ears
Drowning myself in silence

Striving after things we can not own
Taunting us as they are shown
No matter how hard we try
Can't reach them in the sky
Hurting our inside
The struggle we are unable to hide
Can't ban them from our soul
Desire is what created that hole

Ever so changing like a rhyme
              Color
                    Never
                           Bound

Falling down one at a time
              Going
                    Sinking
                           Ground

Shivering alone, not really seen
              Cold
                    Lonely
                           Freezing

Waiting for what cannot be foreseen
              Counting
                    Faith
                           Believing

Distant thunder calls for rain
              Dripping
                    Dropping
                           Crying

Inside feeling nothing but pain
              Never
                    Stop
                           Trying

As the seasons change, so does the weather
               Spring
                     Summer
                            Fall

Love keeps all things together
               Emotions
                     Conquer
                             *All