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Sep 2018 · 119
Egggs and o's
Slashing portraits of what you think you know
Of all those things we keep above and below.

How you weep at expression not matching your tide
How you want  different shades to dim their light and hide.

Tyrant you live so selfishly explosive
Darkening your view on others is intrusive.
Sep 2018 · 216
Some Strange Thing
Oh, your giving into your second guesses
Like so many times before
And yet you went to sleep last night,
with your keys still in the door.

Panic never fills you
when the time is right
Show me all your logic
Darkness ridden in its light.

Betray is such an easy word
an easy form an easy play

Hold me against all this world
For one night for all days.

Beg me for my understanding
Oh I'll give you understanding.
Make me your martyr
I will suffer
ever harder.
Aug 2018 · 171
Oh revelations
Cater to the charms of sand stocked lots
waiting for the wind to blow away the dust
and reveal a subtle beauty in the rock.

I tried to help but i think i'm lost

and lonely in a greater way
than some one with out some one

I guess you could say...

I had a great revelation
a feeling, a sway
and in this realization
God took you away

he said I'd never know you, never known you

and I think he was right

I can see your face by the sun and its light

But I cant hear your thoughts,

or at least i'm not sure

and I cant live your brain
and I cant endure

all the separate
all the gaining mature


I cant know you, and i cant be for sure

of what you are thinking, and what you think and who you are

Like what are you thinking are you close or are you far
what are you thinking, Ill never hear those thoughts
and it drives me insane and I feel very lost
Aug 2018 · 128
However you think
Sea box closing
imploding
******* with in
see man exuding
removing
and placing in sin

and what is it then
Aug 2018 · 207
higher and lower
Clever little movement
I see you as myself
but then again
I'm just a child
but then with in
I'm just the same.
Aug 2018 · 292
Caked
Covered in your expelling exposure
being to near you and not quite enough
Jet through the spaces in between
the whole of me.

I like to be wrapped into the center
of your kind
and if you would let me
I would become your spine

and then we could work
a 2 for 1 a life.

and then perhaps
not so much strife.....
but then again...
Aug 2018 · 168
Blended
Soakers threading into me
My atoms molecules of me
my patterned skin
my pores and holes
my gaseous aura
my melting pose.

Soakers pushing into me
tricking me with some instinct
and moving in and coming home
and knowing that im not alone.
Jul 2018 · 133
oh wow really who knew.
You read he beget he beget
I see thought beget thought begat
When God spoke and so he created
Then thought is so much more
And the word of God was not written
But turned in to stars and moons and men.
Jul 2018 · 128
non. analytic.
Compulsion is swimming
In my veins  
And bidding me lunge
But the weight of the chains
Is just to much
And forethought never....

Fore thought never comes into play.
Not in these moments
When movement is sway
And I'm thinking not.


But inspiration


And I'm thinking not of
Degradation
But just of that thing
Which we all possess
Just of that think
Which thinks so much less.

Yes.
Inspiration.
Jul 2018 · 113
moving
Provoking it to move for me
My holy essence quivering
Begging it it to move for me
Giving it all of my energy

I want it to shape shift
This life  
It's so much to give
This life
And getting closer
To life

I ask it to move for me
Show me the energy.
Jul 2018 · 98
your eyes
Send me the memory of
Everything you thought I'd be
Send me your memory
Of what I was meant to be
Cause I keep on forgetting

Your eyes....

Are so beautiful
If I could see what they see
Maybe life would be meaningful
Oh your eyes, they are so beautiful
If I could see what they see
Maybe I would be meaningful.
Jul 2018 · 103
the world
Spiraling clouds of wow
expound my hearts true sound.
With light that's jetting through
Oh the feeling soon ensues
With the glancing of the eyes
To the surface of surprise
With the moisture whipped air
And the suns caressing care.
Oceans of grey mist
Curling in the wind
I feel like I've been kissed
At every dip and bend.
Jul 2018 · 112
gross
I'm not hiding or viewing the shadows
I just want the brights to gleam
When the geometry shines through
And I can feel clean.
I just want to touch outer space
Know I'm alive
This dream were all living
Feels like we already died.
Jul 2018 · 123
wow
wow
Some days smell like failure
Some days emenate winter
Some days smell the same
As last year when I was bitter.
And it's almost been a calender
The time is passing quickly
And my entire life
Is flying right past me.
Jul 2018 · 122
lord above me.
Have you ever shook with aliveness like caffeine in wonder and if you have you know what I'm saying but if you don't it's so far away from anything you could imagine my words are pointless falling on dry deserts of you think you know and false comprehension.
Jul 2018 · 171
wow that eye
Motionless ego
If I have let go of all my righteousness.
And all my always rightedNess.
God have you found me

Or am I just obsessed.

Infatuated
With some life long tale
Some ancient story
Some silken veil.

Treat me like a prophet
Crazy counting magnets
And moving beyond
To see the geometry.
Jul 2018 · 103
strange
Oceans of opal glimmering rainbows
And you said it was all to bright.
And that's why when the wind blows
The world turns into night.
Jul 2018 · 95
word
If word creates
Then every thought changes things.
Stop thinking those things that **** you my love
That's the only way you'll survive.
Jul 2018 · 131
Oh god
Why do I see another world in the faces of the people I love most
Why does their pores separate into hyrogliphic symbols and shades of light shining from under a sheet of glass.
This body is not you my brother.
Jul 2018 · 200
Oh I want to be heard.
Geometrically eternal
Like a thousand spinning diamonds
Your fish bowl eyes are spiraling
You pisces jesus man.
And I see my imaginary friend
From all those years ago
In my husbands magnetic aura
And I feel a bit like the time travelers wife
As if gods been loving me from the start
I wanted to grow up and marry the clouds and falling rain
Because they new my name
And they looked at me like I was something
To see.
Jul 2018 · 96
quack
Sever every broken end
I don't have the time
You were never a friend
You have proved them right
I never needed notice
I never needed care
I always knew
There would be nothing there.
And that's alright with me
If that's alright with you.
You made the choice you choose too.
Be the one to.
Walk away yeah your the one too.
You walk away.

I ******* hate you.
Jun 2018 · 235
art
art
Pastels fade into eachother
And then white
With no nuance of shadow
Then light upon light

This is a moment
This a thought
An idea will form
Then so will a plot

My heart will bleed
In the dark blues that appear
Out lines of black
To out line my fears

Red and flesh to show that I'm raw
A painting before you
Of a minds graceful fall
Jun 2018 · 427
rooe
Blind sea gulls fly over the court yard
They smell the sodium sweat and hear the rumbling of the voices confusing them for the oceans whispers.
The people walked to and fro, from this task to that, under the sun packed into the court yard elbows to elbows waiting in line or walking through to some other destination. Never bothering to wonder about comfort.  A miracle in itself were the deaf pigeons who lived in the court yard among the ruckus. They paced on the side walk between feet and sometimes wheels, from whatever cart was being aimlessly pushed. But an even bigger feat were those who feed the pigeons daily, there for only that. Well the seagulls smelling the wretched sweat and hearing what sounded to be meaningless sloshing of water, the gulls went to land.  Upon landing they were quickly screamed at and kicked as they did their best to blindly dodge the humans feet. Finally they ran upon that area where the pigeons spend their time bobbing and weaving and they ran into the pigeons and the pigeons cooed and purred and huffed out of the way pecking seed and bread as it fell. They pigeons quietly muttered to themselves so much that the seagulls could fall close behind them reaching out and even feel their feathers from time to time with out upsetting them to much. The sea gulls tried talking to the pigeons but they never responded. Just went on cooing and purring and pecking at.... at what seemed to be food. The sea gulls soon learned the pigeons were sloppy eaters and they took to picking up the crumbs they left behind as they followed the pigeons through the court yard. The pigeons on the other hand were nervous. But they didn't think to much about the feeling. They were deaf, so what was there to think about when no one has ever communicated anything to you. Yeah the pigeons were kind of dim and they just continued on, as the sea gulls followed them, every few days asking for directions to the nearest beach. Never getting a response.
Jun 2018 · 128
what can I say
Scenic flavor, I thought I was sitting in a friend's living room, but when the molecules began reflecting light in a different way, I wasn't sure I was any where, or if I ever had been.
Saturation glows like lightening bug abdomen but its coming from the skin.
I would expect everything to glow in the dark but when it does I can't believe it.
Suddenly dreams don't seem so abstract and life not all that real. A play I've been confused by, until those fleeting moments when the molecules reflect the light differently, and my eyes catch the glimmer and everything seems the same, but the demensions are different.
Jun 2018 · 130
kdwb
In a town not far from here I once knew of a girl who was far from clean but she glowed of holiness just like you might guess any agent of the almighty had.  
Hep c and spinal erosion she blasted more than just intravenous drugs into her stream.  
Which is why from the base of her spine to the top of her heart seemed to be far over powered by something not quite herself. You could say it was a jin, though lucifer would say it's something of men,
But he knew more, than us, didn't he
Jun 2018 · 110
it's not what it looks like
Quaking deep in the ***** of eden
Was desire for expression
Which came in form of change
That was painful to with stand

Like the stretching of the tendons
And the growing of the hair
Like the bending of an elbow
Or a muscle starting to tear

God wanted more
Jun 2018 · 114
commune
Everything's been made for me
and said for me.
I can read between the lines
when every one is hinting to me
That they can read all of my mind,
So I'm feeling naked lately
Like I never had anything to hide.
And I don't know why I wanted too
I guess I didn't realize there is no lie.
And I can feel you know me
My every ache and desire
you never even told me
But I saw your face change by the fire
And in that moment our souls spoke
I could feel the exposer
I knew no judgment from you
And that's when I found closure.
Jun 2018 · 153
womwomwomb
So thoughtful am I sometimes I can't even hear you.
When your words are running into my eyes  my mind can only see your lips move.
The sound drowned out by the emissions from the stars
And  all the things I wonder of
And all the half healed scars
Jun 2018 · 102
your beautiful.
Your golden era presence
Streaming around your eden planet
Like wisps of spider Web
And Spanish moss
Blowing in the wind and catching light
In shades of purple
And demensional rainbows
All cross hairs and cross hatching.
Reaching toward me
And I want to touch your light
But I'm scared my shadows will absorb it.
But maybe that's what's meant to be.
Jun 2018 · 103
hold me
Come with me into fantasy
Those thoughts we think
But never speak
And how they move our innards
And unfurl our minds .

And how they pass so quickly
All we desire runs and hides.

Insecure to show my ventricles
And Would it be to close to home
To call you into my dream
And show to you more than Flesh and bone.
Jun 2018 · 125
the irony
Oh it's invigorating to destroy the vessel
And with hold the oxygen
And disrupt the flesh.

How intense and complete it feels
To feel only the impending idea
That perhaps it's all to much

And you survive
And your breathing slows.

And you feel peace you've never known
Jun 2018 · 240
Logan...
You're  five years in the making.
Prison has done you well.
Same boy I always knew.
Just kind of hard to tell.
I couldn't look away from you.
Your eyes just so familiar.
Strange to think my best friend
Is in prison, a killer.
And I would never judge you boy
My friend ship has always been yours.
And the ties we have in this life
Go beyond all the static and noise.

Something spiritual about you
And the thing that you did.
The person you killed
My own shame that was hid.
And i don't think I ever loved him.
Not like I cared about you.
My friend held far above
The boy who was never true.
Or fair.
The boy who abused.
And so I feel no sorrow for his slumber.
But my heart is wrenching for your soul.
My friend those years ago.
Aging in enslavement
For the taking of a life
That was better off taken.
A long time friend took the life of another long time friend. I visited him today In prison.
Life is a movie.
Jun 2018 · 168
be born
Your vortex is a vacuum
And you pull and pull and pull
I try to center you
In the center.
But your forcing your way through.
Jun 2018 · 198
give me your soul
Birthing nectar
Spinal erector
Tripping into solstice
I'm surviving to the
Equinox.

Oh slashing stalks
Oh chloraphil
Seeping from the wounds
Like sappy milk
Or milky sap
I wanted you
I wanted you to melt with me.
I wanted to extinct.

If I become you and you become me
Then who we used to be
It will become extinct.
Jun 2018 · 235
if not him then who
I stood staring in awhe
At spectral lightening birth
And the waters poured all over me
And the lightening crashed on every thing.
You might have thought it was terrifying

But I wasn't scared of dying.

I was to busy living

Through the cycles god gave me.
Jun 2018 · 149
mary is a cow
Spent money on nothing
When you could only buy one of two things
With your energies
In one of to ways
But your in ignorance.
Jun 2018 · 137
come to me
I moved from room to room
In your pleasures
walking through you
Or you moving around me
Showing me the different spaces
In between
The nails and board and tethering.

I felt you out entirely.
Jun 2018 · 126
commune
Treading new water
Breeding in a whole other way
Creation vortex
I give you my day

Two become one
I find in something else.
When I can give to you
And you are myself

Im watching world's begin
In your ineracting with me
And everything you bring
To everything that I see.

Fear sheds with the reptile skin
My root has stopped it's quaking.
And I am pushing out what's with in
And even though I may be shaking,

I'm doing it with pleasure
My fear can not encapture
I will create and measure
My own and your beautiful nature.

And we will throw it up on the canvas
we will blare it upon the air waves
we will exhume all with in our body's
Before we ever reach our graves.

And when day is done
We had joy we had fun
In all our seasons under the sun.

No repentance needed
No savior for our souls
For we found a new way of breeding
And we did become whole.
Jun 2018 · 111
quaking
Shallow waters in my mind
The muds deeper than it seems
And I fool myself sometimes.
Confusing the flowers with the weeds.

I am sure there is purpose to the dandy lion
Though you pull it with out crying
And with out care.
Why did it grow there.
Why does it grow.
I'm sure there's a bigger purpose
Than we have realized
With open eyes
You don't really see.
Jun 2018 · 96
Oh
Oh
I'm trying to refrain
From disguising all those things
That always bring on pain and shame

I'm trying to refrain.
Jun 2018 · 143
wiildwobble
Naked moon beam
Cooing at the threads
Simply asking them
To unravel on their own.

Skin shines brightly in the night
And I assume that's why your always clothed.

I missed the time when the sun kissed the oceans face.
It brought me sadness when I got the word
From a book
Found in outer space.

Long long ago god showed what he could create
A marvel story written in detailed encryption.
And it's clear that somethinghappened.
Not clear the description
But the moon had to stop talking
As the sun began its rising.
Jun 2018 · 162
hero anne
Some times I'm over whelmed
And I want to meld in with the mattress
You can lay your weight on me
I like the feeling it captures.
And I never feel so nervous
Like claustrophobic breath
But all at once so at peace
Resting under your chest.
And if you could just weigh me down
The panic I'm sure would leave
I could gain composer
Your weight is all I need.
And even if I struggle darling
Even If I panic
Lean on me till I'm silent
I'm sure that I can handle it.
Jun 2018 · 236
bare with me
Spittle dribbled from the chin
Quivering skeleton breaking at bend
Terrible timing for all of you to see
Terrible minding I've fallen to My knees.

In the weakest of moments
You'd label me then
In the weakest of states
You'd count all my sin.

And it shows your insides
Jun 2018 · 110
counter
Provocation of corruption
With in the mind.
Desire.

******* lulls me forth
Then back lashes me
With reactive shame.

I know nothing.
Wrong from right
Yet I judge
My own thoughts

And deem myself
Fallen.
Jun 2018 · 149
end
end
Oh you self deprecation
You disolution
Unexplainable
Ending to
The always ending
To the every day
Writing a a new ending.
Jun 2018 · 114
don't fall.
Vision plagued
Thoughts combust
And what's corrupt.
Move intent towards
Over stimulation
And pleasure becomes
Insessant
Pain becomes
Pleasure
And you become your mother
Like you always swore you wouldn't.
Jun 2018 · 111
mater
Saving breath in a bottle
To capture the essence
Fragrant gusts
Like those
moving through absence
of mind.
Squander all your muscles
Their twitching filled intent.
You couldn't own the body.
Jun 2018 · 86
pores
Favor to your heart
My bleeding ribs
I kept you whole.
Favor to the heart
It's shooting blood.
My body begs for whole.
Sometimes I can feel the seams
Shredding at the finger tip
And when i touch up on this world
I mostly expect to bleed.
Jun 2018 · 136
legend or myth
Staunch cadence
drifting from your after thought
I often wonder what
Myriad of my qualities
Find themselves capable
Of ******* you in.
How loyalty could ever find me
In the form of a goddess
In the form of a god.
You shine notes of zues
And then you are artemis
Jun 2018 · 260
Cowell
Sort of in a way
Where I'm not quite sure
And your hunger drives me insane
When I could starve myself the same.

I forget that you please me
In split seconds of frustration
And I wonder who you are
Like I don't already know.
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