Dear G,

I'm sorry. That's all there is to it. I wrote maybe a hundred sentences, but honestly? That's just *******. I tried to tell you in many ways, and here's another try.
I really am sorry.

Sincerely, yours
Lillie

It's the last day of school today.
I saw you walking in the hallway,
And you gave me a quick kiss.
The world really doesn't like us together,
Does it?
But I now know what I want this year,
The only christmas present I'll need.
I think I'll wish for you this time,
And pray that the world will let you keep being mine.

My apologies, for not writing the way I used to. I've said it a lot, but still. Writing changed me as a person, and a big part of my life. Yet, I can't find the strength to write anymore. I'm sorry for that. I try to keep up with everything at a pace that's not too slow to fall behind, but not fast. It's just not working out. I need to figue stuff out and find inspiration. When I had to do that, writing was my escape, now it's a burden. I want to keep writing, but it's getting a little harder every day. This is not a goodbye. Hopefully y'all understand it a bit better now. I'll try my best.
Sincerely, GSG

Not today

There’s something about you that’s so desirable to me but I don’t know what it is. I think it could just be you entirely.

Every time I see you
I spark up a little
And I'm really not supposed to

I can't miss you
Cause we haven't been together
But somehow, I still do

I wanna love you a bit more every day
And it's quite a killer,
Knowing that you don't wanna stay

I want you, you don't want me
That's the way things are
And how they'll always be.

Not telling you is fine,
I've dealt with that for ages.
But I still want you to be mine.

I'm suprised you still don't know by now.
That you don't see that I want you.
So I have to ask you one question; How?