Beetlejuice
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BEETLEJUICE

If you could let me in?
Not just in your mind,
But in your heart?
That would be enough.

Waking up from a dream
not knowing if I'm really awake
Am I remembering a memory?
or is this thing inside my head a dream?

Days go by and I don't know
memories are overflowed by dreams
I look around and wonder
What if this was real?

I don't think words are quite able to capture the beauty my eyes see, every time I look at you.

I wanted to write a goed poem,
But words don't always work in the way you expect them to.

Tap tap
Does the rain against the glass
As I blow my nose another time,
And wish I wasn't sick.

So, here's another thing I've written to you. I've filled pages and pages, and, I kept a record. It's calles: "All the things I wanted to tell you, but never did." Usually, I call it "All and more." I just read one of 'em back. And I still can't explain the anger I felt. "3 months you've been posessing my mind." I still feel the anger from when I wrote that down. I was so mad. Not at you, but at myself. At the world. For letting me feel this way, and allowing myself to feel this. I used to think you were just a wave of lurid inspiration. But you weren't. You weren't just a wave, you were the entire ocean. And everyone knows how beautiful the ocean is.