If I die today,
Would I be missed,
would someone miss me?

If I die today,
Would tears fall,
would someone cry?

If I die today,
Would that change anything,
would the world be changed?

If I die today,
Would anyone care?
No one would ever care. . .

- Freja Jep

It slides down my cheek,
The tear,
That single tear,

My eyes starts pouring,
Water,
Salty, Water

It hits my mouth,
I can taste it,
The salty water.
- Freja Jep

I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't eat
I can't live

Or maybe I just don't want to


I can't play guitar
I can't draw
I can't edit
I can't read

Or I'm just not good enough at doing it
- Freja Jep

Maybe I should stop eating, Say that I'm not hungry
Maybe I should fly to New Zealand, Say that I couldn't afford a ticket back
Maybe I should cut carrots, Say that I was hungry
Maybe I should take the bus, Say that I wasn't fresh

Maybe I should trip over a knife, Say nothing
- Freja Jep

sometimes i feel like i'm drowning

i can't breathe

i can't talk

i can't feel

Why can't you just tell me
How you feel

Tell me you don't like me
I'll let you go

Tell me you don't want me
I'll understand we can't be friends


The weekends are worst
That's when I realize you don't want me
in your life

Tell me so it can be over with

Tell me so I don't have to hurt everyday

Tell me so I can be hurt
Tell me so I can understand
Tell me that I'm alone in this world
and Tell me that nobody cares

Because that's the truth.