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  Apr 2019 Freja Jep
moyees
I'm restless, I cant sleep.
This lump in my throat,
The burn in my eyes, the cold in my feet.
The salt on my cheeks, the pain in my back,
I'm restless, I cant sleep.
The pictures in my mind, when i close my eyes,
The sounds in my head, when I think too far,
The memories I feel, the wounds that wont heal.
I'm restless  and I cant sleep.
I'm afraid of what I'll be, if I cant wake up,
And be the person i was, before I was this me.
Freja Jep Jan 2019
sometimes i feel like i'm drowning

i can't breathe

i can't talk

i can't feel
  Jan 2019 Freja Jep
Cj
I wonder what you’d think of me
I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if you remember  me
I wonder if you want to remember  me
I wonder if you’ve cried over me

I miss you
I want you
I need you
I love you

I wonder if you miss me
I wonder if you want me
I wonder if you need me
I wonder if you love me

I imagine you
I see pictures of you
I wish for you
I beg for you

I wonder if you imagine me
I wonder if you see pictures of me
I wonder if you wish for me
I wonder if you beg for me

I wish you were mine.
Freja Jep Jan 2019
Why can't you just tell me
How you feel

Tell me you don't like me
I'll let you go

Tell me you don't want me
I'll understand we can't be friends


The weekends are worst
That's when I realize you don't want me
in your life

Tell me so it can be over with

Tell me so I don't have to hurt everyday

Tell me so I can be hurt
Tell me so I can understand
Tell me that I'm alone in this world
and Tell me that nobody cares

Because that's the truth.
Freja Jep Jan 2019
If I die today,
Would I be missed,
would someone miss me?

If I die today,
Would tears fall,
would someone cry?

If I die today,
Would that change anything,
would the world be changed?

If I die today,
Would anyone care?
No one would ever care. . .

- Freja Jep
The topic no one talks about.
Freja Jep Jan 2019
Maybe I should stop eating, Say that I'm not hungry
Maybe I should fly to New Zealand, Say that I couldn't afford a ticket back
Maybe I should cut carrots, Say that I was hungry
Maybe I should take the bus, Say that I wasn't fresh

Maybe I should trip over a knife, Say nothing
- Freja Jep
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Freja Jep Jan 2019
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't eat
I can't live

Or maybe I just don't want to


I can't play guitar
I can't draw
I can't edit
I can't read

Or I'm just not good enough at doing it
- Freja Jep
I wrote this on a sad day.
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