fish-sama

fish-sama Nov 26

You left at sunset, so I
took some photos,
hoping to fill
the gaping hole
with your fading shadow.

#yandere #obsession #photos #candid #shots #breakup

fish-sama Nov 26

Therefore we laugh our lungs to shreds
Correct naive thinking, make it
Sixty pieces of hurt again!

tasked with toasting the cremation.
poetry for ashes re-lit.
therefore we cry our lungs to shreds.

Look! Their steadfast expectations!
Ninety times we’ve already torn it
To sixty pieces of hurt. Again!

the casket burning, resignation.
nine lives in flames can we douse it?
therefore we spit our lungs to shreds.

Look! They saved this aging, ancient
Disappointing broken relic in
Sixty pieces of hurt again!

Ha! Did you think you’d find the reasons?
Did you think I’d tell the meaning?
Therefore I laugh my lungs to shreds
To sixty pieces of hurt again.

Are you disillusioned yet?

Disillusionment told from 2 perspectives

#disillusioned #disillusionment #blood #villanelle #metaphor

fish-sama Nov 24

epitaph to wilbur soot

"your smile hid the teeth that made your lovers bleed"

fish-sama Nov 24

to the internet:

I watched tommy's video today
I.. don't know what to say
I want to get out of here
I want to get out of here
I miss the days when the internet was okay
when you were okay
bo burnham was right
tommy was right
they're not alright
It... isn't the same anymore

So... internet drama. I don't know but it really hurt when my internet role models were not who they seem to be. Like wilbur soot... I used to imitate him, memorize his songs, and fantasize about one day starting my own youtube channel. But now... It's different. Everything's messed up, and the good people like tommy are caught in the middle of it. Attention is a drug, a drug that has led to the downfall of many content creators. I hope they'll be okay. I hope we'll be okay.

#internet #tommyinnit #boburnham #toxic #youtube

fish-sama Nov 22

Lethargic

Tired
Absolutely wasted
A worn-out
Out-dated
Machine.
Diagnostics aren’t running properly
Mannerisms aren’t properly proper
Inappropriate systems propagate pop-ups
In my cpu plunging to rock bottom
….
Reboot
Restart
….
Tired
Indefinitely trashed
Rewind rewind

fish-sama Nov 22

i ****

you.
I **** you again, I **** you.
in my head.
I savor your carcass
stir-fried and salted,
I eat it.
Relax, you're in no pain
Dead in my head a million ways.

#anger #killing #**** #eat #pain #dreams #revenge

fish-sama Nov 19

o b s e s s i o n

eye dilate, palpitate.
I gorge on your face.
Drunk on nuclear waste.

i tend to be a bit too invested in romantic relationships.

#obsession #yandere #love