Towers
surround me and
cover me
from the sun.
Never walked away
from these
buildings
to try to find the sun until
the realization
that they are blocking
the only light
of my life.
Later
seeing the mistakes
I have made
before.
Must be foolish
to not see
all of this.
How dreadful it was,
terrible
and shocking
to not have discovered
all of this
earlier.

Here I go again
Trying to sleep
But you won’t leave me alone

Why can’t you ever leave me alone?
Why can’t I forget that sometimes you exist?
Please just vanish
and everything will be better.

But will everything be better
when you do vanish?
Is it better for you to just disappear?

I guess I will never know.

I walk around outside
And I never thought that a season could lie.

Autumn has just begun
but why do I feel the warm summer sun?

I can't keep up with these different season lies

Staring ahead at the tree
Different colors grow on the leaves

It's so confusing
what is the season the trees are telling me?

I never thought a season could lie.

So many things going through my head
It's becoming harder to go to bed

I want to know if we have feelings that are true
Before I think about being with you

These are cheesy rhymes
But this is what I must say if you don't mind

I would swim miles
To see you smile,
But would you do this too
if you knew what I thought about you?

Being around you is great and all
but I wonder why you never answer or call

You might think I'm crazy
but you always seem to make everything hazy

Any words that come out of your mouth
makes little voices in my head want to shout

Your eyes are like shimmering stars
they seem so near but they are so far

Maybe one day you will know what I think
but I hope that the friendship we have will never ever shrink.

Why you know not,
of the daydreams that fill my head.
Special scenarios that I know will never happen.

Smiles where I am the reason for,
give my day life and happiness.
Contagious laughter from the unobtainable makes for memorable memories.

Shy are you,
Hiding away from the crowd.
Trying best to be unnoticed,
staring often in the distance.
Little do you know,
quick glances out of the corner of my eyes I look at you.

You do not know
how I've never felt so far
when I'm right next to you.