For months a struggle in vain I've been. Deliver me now my Lord.

Allow me to see for a moment beyond what this human heart thinks it adores.

Because I do not wish to continue like this, give me strength now to close this old creaking door.

Would you allow me to be, in my present need, at peace with this anxiousness, and within me no more?

Are you going
to tie me to the chair?
Pinch my *******,
strip me bare?
Fill my mouth
with tender tongue?
Bend me over,
have me strung?

Fill my holes
with **** and finger
Let my ***** perfume
on your breath linger
Hold me down
and lift me up
undo my soul
as I flow your cup

for I am forever
in your rule, your reign
a slave to pleasure
my loyalty pain

you love me perfect,
a Master true
knowing my needs
and fulfilling them, too
my spirits get high
when you work me down
a whip in your hand
my head to the ground

You set me free
release my rut
and  forever I'll be


Your loving ****

Magsimula muli, ang sabi nila.
Madaling sabihin, mahirap gawin, ang sabi naman ng isa.
Hindi alam kung ano ba talaga
Nakakapagod, ika nga.

Ginusto ang isang bagay
Bagay na hindi maibigay bigay
Masyadong malaki, masyadong mabigat,
Isang bagay na matagal nang hinangad.

Hanggang kailan ba malulungkot?
Hanggang kailan matatakot?
Pupwede bang ihinto ang oras?
Masundan lang ang pusong sinisigaw ang tamang landas.

Matagal nang hinangad,
Matagal nang pinangarap,
Minsan mapapatanong na lang,
Hindi ba ang isang tulad ko, ay karapat-dapat?

Isang linggo na ang nakalipas,
Isang linggo na ang nakaraan,
Bakit presko pa din ang sakit?
Sa isang pangarap na hindi nakamit.

Hanggang dito na lang,
Tulang sumisigaw ng tulong, tulong.
Masyado pang mahapdi, mga sakit na tumindi
Ngunit ang puso'y magpapatuloy, hindi susuko sa agos na dadaloy.

Hanging like a scimitar
suspended in the sky,
the moon beside a gleaming star
is pleasing to the eye.
How desolate, this satellite
in airless ebon space
and yet, from here
‘tis beautiful
filagree & lace.