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  Nov 2017 Ammar
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if i were to admit
that the reason I lose
countless hours of sleep
is because of you
would that be enough
to make you stay?
Ammar Nov 2017
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We didn't speak in words
nor in signs
we spoke in silence
with our eyes

&
You closed your eyes
//mere mehboob qayamat hogi...aaj ruswa tere galiyon mein mohabbat hogi//
Ammar Oct 2017
We didn't speak in words
nor in signs
we spoke in silence
with our eyes

that was a little more than love

But now you're sitting on the floor
besides a boy with
green eyes
(and surely they aren't mine,
I've never had green eyes)

talking to him about love
or lack of it

talking about how you miss
not me
but everything i gave you
you miss everything
i had to offer
and how
green
as good of a color may be
just can't replace brown

you spoke to him
while the song in the background
reminded you
a bit of us

the us that broke
when you got your tickets booked
and you cried all day all night
and that was the song
I'd sing to you
in my broken voice

and when you were interrupted
and asked
oh so you love the one with green eyes
you didn't say no
you didn't say yes
and he smirked

you are doing your best to dig
dig out something close to love from
places unfamiliar
places it will never come from

on that last call before you flew so far away
i asked you too
do you love....oh do you miss me.
you didn't say no
you didn't say yes

it really is horrible though
for you to be so confused
so soon
about my love
and your own
and something

**that was a little more than love
//Name a thing I wouldn’t do for you//

// aasmaan ko zameen yeh zaroori nahin jaa mile......ishq sacha wohi jisko milti nahin manzilien//
  Oct 2017 Ammar
Angel-like rain castle
Your pain
Is in vain
It corrupts your brain
Makes you insane
Makes it hard to restrain
Like resisting rain
Try to refrain
Time to Heal again
So much to gain
If you give up your pain
So you can try to remain
Sane
No mind drain
Keep life plain
So you can be yourself again
I try to remain
Sane
No mind drain
Keep life plain
Thank you to jobira
Ammar Oct 2017
Let your love **** you
Let the pain dissolve you
From the core of your heart
All the way
To your skin

Let it all go
And then
Let it all
**** you
losses are regrets in disguise
Ammar Oct 2017
I love you*
I had said
&
I say it still

I can't be disloyal
never to you
and so here is where I will be
Forever till I have you
or
Till I die

I can't be disloyal
to anyone else
as a heart can only love one and once
and mine has already chosen you
and so I can't lie to myself or you
and move on
from this love in my heart
even if it means nothing to you
aik ham hain yahan ke bewafai nahin hoti
aik tum bhi tou ** kuch bewafa
-myself

(if green is your favorite color of eyes then why'd you look straight into mine)
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