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Emmalee May Aug 2014
Patience is a virtue
but how can I be patient when all I want is you?
Emmalee May Aug 2014
I can't keep my eyes from lighting up when you walk by.
I can't keep the tears from falling whenever I cry.
I can't keep you here with me, though it's all that I wish.
I can't keep from asking you for one goodbye kiss.
Emmalee May Aug 2014
Love letters are just pretty lies and wishful thinking.

2. There's a difference between loving a person and loving the attention they give you.

3. Hearts are resilient
Emmalee May Aug 2014
I want to make you happy.
Your smile is beautiful to me.
Why do you shut me out,
because I care about you
more than anything in the world.
Or at least, I want to.
Emmalee May Jul 2014
trying to forget you is as pointless as pretending you care
either way it hurts too much
Emmalee May Jun 2014
when did fine come to mean depressed, anxious, scared, suicidal, desperate, self-conscious?
when did we start to lie?

"I'm fine," she says, as her stomach gnaws away at her insides, growling for food

"I'm fine," he says, as he pulls the sleeves of his sweater down over his blood-stained wrists

"I'm fine," she says, after purging all of her dinner

"I'm fine," he says, when the anxiety gets so bad that he can't breathe right

"I'm fine," they say, as they write their last goodbye,
one last lie.
You don't like me.
You like the idea of me.
You like the idea
That someone who is
Suicidally depressed
Can make you
Extraordinarily happy.

You like the idea
That my deep
Cynicism and scepticism
Can fuel your
Overjoyed optimism.

You like the idea
That I'm  the
Wonderful, beautiful
Intelligent, nerdy girl
You thought I was.

I am nothing.
I am empty.
I am not an idea.

Ideas are dangerous
Exciting, giggly.
They fill the idealist
With roaring delight.
Such a fantasy
Couldn't be real but in
The mind of a
Surrealist, Idealist
Socialist, Capitalist  
Fascist.

I am not an idea.
Ideas are fun.
I am not an idea.
Ideas get things done.
I am not an idea.
Ideas are good.
Ideas aren't real.

I am real.
I wish I was only
Your idea of me.
I wish I wasn't real.
Written 14th May.
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