Mga katagang binitawan mo nung mga panahong umaasa ka pa..

"Parang mahal niya rin naman ako"
"Parang gusto niya rin ako"
"Parang meron eh"
"Parang may kami"

Parang. Oo parang, yung walang kasiguraduhan? Yung walang patutunguhan. Yung wala talagang kayo. Oo yung ikaw at siya.

Yung katagang 'tayo' na pinanghawakan mo na wala naman talaga umpisa palang. Yung pinaglaban mo ng ikaw lang ang sumugod ng walang kasiguraduhan kung mananalo ka ba o uuwi ka ng luhaan.

Dahil sinubukan mo. Sumubok ka kung baka sakali, baka sakaling mayroon. Yung akala mo may pag asa. Nag akala ka. Umasa ka. Nag baka sakali ka.

Ayun nga lang ang pagkakamali mo.

Kwentuhan mo naman ako.

Kahit na saglit lang, kahit ilang minuto lang. Pag usapan naman natin ang pag ibig nating tila'y tinapos mo agad ng hindi pa natin nasisimulan. Pag ibig na hindi mo binigyan ng pagkakataong mag simula. Ang pag ibig na pilit kong binubuo ngunit pilit **** winawasak.

Ikuwento mo kung paano ka niya ipinagtulakan at
Ikukwento ko kung paano kita hinabol
Ikuwento mo kung paano mo siya binalikan at
Ikukwento ko kung paano kita hinintay

Ikuwento mo kung gaano mo siya kamahal at ikukwento ko kung paano ako nag pakatanga. Ikuwento mo saakin kung bakit siya pa rin ang pinili mo kahit na ako naman 'tong nandito. Ikuwento mo saakin lahat kung ano ang dahilan kung bakit ako nasasaktan para naman makuwento ko na kung paano kita bibitawan.

Sa huling sandali, ikuwento mo saakin kung gaano ka kasaya at sasabihin ko sa'yo ang katagang "ayoko na".

At ikukwento ko dito kung paano ako nagpapakatanga sa pag ibig na alam kong hindi naman mahalaga.

When I was a kid,
I used to believe
life's a beautiful thing.
then I realized, it was too hard to me.

I believed in lies,
I remember that life's a full of surprise.
My life turned upside down
and I'm nowhere to be found.

In the middle of the night,
when everything's not right.
Wanting this to be over
because I can't stay like this forever.

Craving for love,
as I thought it was enough.
I'm still wanting for more
and I don't know what I'm looking for

In the sea of different places,
in a world of blurry faces,
at the edge of insanity
I found myself.

I found something more,
It's actually me that I'm looking for
but I'm still trying,
still trying to find my way

Get out of your shadow
make your own show
you're on your own light
because it what makes you bright

Prove your shadow
that you're worth following for
never look back
and keep your head up

Don't let the shadows of yesterday
spoil the sunshine of the following day
even the shadow leave
when you and your darkness meet

I always wonder what would death will feel like?
How it feels like to slowly fade away from this world
Thinking what would happen next
And hoping everything would stop from aching

Do you just wanna disappear from this world?
And you just want to run away from everything
We all can **** ourselves in just a blink of an eye
Make everything vanish from what it used to be

You can **** yourself but that doesn't mean you have to stop living
You can **** your old you and start a new life
Always remember that an end has always a new beginning
And maybe that what life after death means

You are my beautiful nightmare
in this world full of daydream.
You're a piece of art
that I'll never understand.

You're my prince charming
in this world I never imagine.
Until I grew up,
and I realized things ***** up.

Bad guys don't wear black capes,
they actually have a pretty face.
They will make you fall in love,
and a heartbreak you never had.