i always tell myself
not to step on broken glass
but it's too late
just as i entered your world

there are lots of bad days in times you chose to see the good ones and most of the times you must not have been looking. you focus on things that you thought is right and overlooked how is that right. that in life we need to realize and know that the things you see may not be you thought you were right about. we have to understand wrong people and wrong things in our lives for us to get to deserve the autumn of our lives. the right timing, people who didn't just see us but looked at us, someone who is sure about us, and someone who is right for us.

in this is kind of funny to me since realizing stuffs from this movie is just right. i needed to watch this twice in my life to look, to notice, and to understand. trust me, when i watched it for the first time i didn't understand it. and now would you look at me typing this thoughts on how i did not just understand the movie but what does it want us to realize when it comes to life. as what summer answered in tom's question on what happened? life happens.

parang sobrang lapit lang ng lahat kanina. napakarami rin na bituin na matatanaw kapag tumingala. sa tuwing sisilip din ako para makakita ng mga tao halos naririnig ko ang mga tinig ng boses nila na para bang ang lapit ko lang para maintintindihan ang pinaguusapan nila, miski ang pagbagsak ng mga kubyertos. paglapag ng plastik na may lamang pagkain, musika na ipinatutugtog nila at ang buwan na para bang napakadali lang abutin, kitang-kita ang liwanag na ibinibigay nito. sapat para makita ko ang mga gusali na nababalot ng dilim. sa isang iglap, naisip kita. naalala ko ang mga maikling pag-uusap natin. lahat ng naramdaman ko nuon ay parang kanina lang sa sobrang eksakto ng nararamdaman ko. hanggang sa mapaisip ako ulit. ganoon ka kalayo saakin. na para bang mas malayo pa sa katotohanang malayo ang buwan at ang mga bituin na nakikita ko sa langit. ganito ka kahirap tingalain at abutin.