"I don't understand, If you know that it can **** you, then why don't you continue to consume it?"

Ask a smoker why they continue to smoke even if they know it could give them cancer.
Ask an alcoholic why they continue to drink even if they know that it could destroy their liver.
Ask her why she's chasing him even though she knows he's only going to cause the worst heartbreak and probably destroy her.
Ask him why he's still popping his veins on some drug even if he knows that everything around him is dying and he's soon to be next.
Ask him why he's cutting himself even though he's only breaking himself inside out and creating scars that will haunt him.
Maybe they'll give you an answer that I cannot give you.
I could say I'm doing it for the thrill but the reality is it's an addiction that I cannot fathom.

Only the Broken understand me.
They see the years it took me to perfect this smile.

when you get depression your mind goes in a whirl
you roll up in a ball and in a corner curl
everything is black the lights have all gone out
happiness has gone left your mind in doubt.

you dont know what to do your left in despair
and you need somebody but nobody is there
but you still have will waiting there inside
to turn it all  around and get back your pride.

make you smile again like it used to be
to take it all away and be depression free

i should have held you just a little bit closer.*
-k.v.