I don't update much, this is very true, for my rhymes are betraying me, leaving my mind just like those leaving a substation. My inspiration, all lost. There is Nothing that shall recover this, for I don't quite know how. All hope is lost, and so is life. I am too busy, to even update on this unforgiving website.

I've been in this nightmare for far too long,
I've explored every corner of this world,
And what I've found isn't that great,
There is misery all around.

There is war,
There is hatred,
There is jealousy,
And the worst there is, is corruption.

The oxygen we breath is polluted,
Our ocean is contaminated with oil,
People cut down the trees of the forest,
and no one bothers to replant them.

Disease is all around,
People go mad,
People get drunk all day,
And people abuse there bodies.

There is killing of innocent animals,
There are murders of innocent people,
There is crime committed every day,
And people rob each other no matter if they're related or not.

I've wanted to wake up from this forsaken nightmare,
Go back to my life,
See how it is...
For I've forgotten after so long.

I think I'm finally waking up...
One by one, objects started to disappear,
And objects started to form in my room,
I think I've finally awakened from my nightmare.

Joy spread across my entire body,
I ran to my front door to see the world,
And what I found...
Was a meessed up world filled with misery and pain.

For all the time I've know you
You've worn a mask upon your face
It appeared beautiful, perfect, and friendly
But now I realize that wasn't the case

For hiding underneath that mask
Was a soldier bent on destruction
Posing as a comrade fighting for good
But following the other side's instruction

You wormed your way into our ranks
And we accepted you as one of our own
But all of us were unaware
Your true intentions had not yet been shown

When an opportunity presented itself
You struck without any hesitation
Our troops started dropping left and right
Without any sign of infiltration

You knew you only had so long though
Before your actions got you caught
So you moved to abolish your final target
A tougher task than you had thought

That night, when you attacked me
You allowed your mask to fall
And as you fled, I caught a glance
Of the real person beneath it all

Well, "What doesn't **** you makes you stronger"
And you make me tougher every day
Which is why no matter what you do
I refuse to let you stand in my way

I learned some valuable lessons
About how you fight this war
And now those same old boring tactics
Won't work here any more

So thank you for the knife
That you embedded in my back
For you just gave me the tool I need
To defend against any future attack.

Tonight
I'm closing my eyes
Feeling all of the pain
Letting thoughts of you
Take control of my brain.

Tonight
I am listening to all our songs
Allowing myself to ache all over
Letting the tears flow forever
Hearing your voice get closer.

Because it is still you that I need
Even after all this while.