she falls short of hope

some say it's bad to not have hope

but with no hope, you tend to reach within and build self belief wth all that's left in you from that day your ego died

you build only to destroy

a beginning every second of the day

waiting for you to initiate something worth while

my father tells the stories

talks in the car, I'll never forget

I was taught to listen

So I did

it's a good trait....
just listen

observe
enjoy
reflect
and write

write...
write.....



write

passing lights
on a gloomy saturday night
when the sun is asleep
I'm wide awake questioning what I currently seek

"there's so much to go"
I THINK

I go to the restroom and feel like my energy is going down the toilet

I pause the music palying in the background
Silence the hainting voices and shower

Clean my body

Turn off the water

Shiver for 5 minutes

I forgot my towel

I hope this love doesn't fade

so we can learn to understand what people fear to do

love beyond ourselves

love beyond what we know about feelings

love with no expiration date

love like death won't seperate our minds

love
like
never
before



it's better to not hope at all... just saying

My days are easy

Challenges are faced, the hard part was getting over the time to spend on my passions

Everything takes time, and every passing moment I'm a little older than I was

          just

                               now
"**** this world"
is what I feel like sometimes

but helping is nice too

a person like me, with no power.... just doesn't find it within himself to litter anymore

I was too lazy to spit my gum out

but I walked 15 feet to make myself a coffee

I didn't notice the trash can, sadly....

I walked back to my seat... (eager!) to drink my little coffee with 2 creamers... I usually drink it straight black

I was thinking about my pride and I envisioned it to be the gum in my mouth

So I swallowed it

gulp

I noticed the trash can afterwards

The coffee is good

one day

when it all goes to ****

just remember....

what you were, and why you became this way

just remember....

you'll never be the same, even if you feel like it