what I love about sunsets is their decisions on a whim

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A beautiful moment without you is a moment wasted.
A sunset without you is a twilight wasted.

I went on a date and all I could think about was how wrong it felt. You not being there with me sitting on the sand with an ombre blue sky above us. You not sitting close to me while we talk deeply about the things we care for. How wrong it felt being with someone who is not you. So wrong of you not being there.

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it doesn’t get better
we just forget about it for awhile
until everything comes flashing back
even stronger this time

throw your head back
and listen to some Khalid

pour yourself a glass of wine
and sway to Alina Baraz

Don't clear the smoke
Let me be in the smog of what-ifs
In my la-la land
I shall live my best life
In the heat of the blunt
I will live in the moment

I am no longer in rush
Everything will happen when it has to
I'll be here