i’m broken
and you’re the hammer
that shattered me

I spend too much time in my room
Too much time alone
Left with nothing but
Silence and the voice in my head

a distant memory
in my mind
covered in dust
buried by boxes
of pain and darkness

not lost
yet not found

drifting in
and out

ever so slowly fading away
lost in the looming mound of boxes

every so slowly
drifting away
further and further
a speck on the horizon

a distant memory
I can no longer grasp

You
   Oh god, you
     Every **** time I see you
       I get butterflies in my stomach
     Because of how beautiful
    And how kind and caring
   Of a person you are

     And when I look into your eyes
    I feel the warmth of comfort
   I wish I wouldn’t get so nervous
  Every single time you’re around
I lose the ability to speak
Because all I can think about,
                                                   is you...

I so badly want
  for there to be something between us
    So I can give you the love
      You most definitely deserve

All I wish for
is that maybe one day
   you’ll feel the same towards me