My darling
if ever any other woman were to  kiss me
all she would taste is you.

We created this world together
I got a little lost
But come with me
Let's create a memory
For that's all this will be
Girl let the smoke take over
You want to be free
Sit back and relax
You have to come and see
Push your lungs to the max
This is just a memory

☁️

Maybe I'm meant to be a wallflower,
Watching others grow.
Lurking in their shawdows,
Constantly keeping low.

Maybe I'm meant to be a wallflower,
Plucking my petals one by one.
Praying that maybe I'll be picked,
Cause I have never seen the sun.

Maybe I'm meant to be a wallflower,
It's my destiny to be alone,
I think that by now its obvious,
My future is set in stone.

Maybe I'm meant to be a wallflower,
The shyest of them all.
I know that I will never branch out,
I am meant to stay this small.

Wallflowers can be beautiful,
That I know is true.
And I don't mind being a wallflower,
Because I kind of like the veiw.

only in your absence
do i realize
how lonely i am
yet i cannot ask
for it back
because that would only cause
another fire to burn
and i am still
coughing up the smoke
from my lungs
after the last one

You got me girl
You got me girl
Stay, don't go
You got me girl
I need more
I need more
You say you want love
I need more
I can give you more
I can give you more
Let me prove
I can give you more

☁️

She’s got that busted lip
But you figured it
Was not worth
Your attention

So, all that tension
Just tightens her throat
Makes here choke
On all of her hope

Cause every day
Is just another
Dark shadow
And bruise
Waiting to happen

And you don’t care
Cause you weren’t there
Kissing razor tip dreams
Cutting skins
Till the beating drum
Never beats again

Sheets wet
She wets her bed
But it’s not ****
Its salty tears
And snot
That stains this
Plain wish
She cries out at night
I wish I was never born

The teachers ignore
The children insult
More injury
Compounded upon
Her misery
And the pain never stops
Till her body drops
A limp marionette
Dancing shadow
That paints pain no more

Be honest with me
Every word I say is real
You urge to talk to me
And our time is here
Baby are you here for me
I need to know just how you feel
Do you think your future is with me
I want to know if this is real

☁️

Hugs
are silent cures

For mending hearts
and broken minds

When you can’t
find the words

Sometimes,
hugs speak
louder than
words.

Sometimes I don't know if people really want to help me or if they are just curious about my life.