I look for you in the corners of each ethereal electronic glow
Crossing paths and catching glimpses
Cold trails and residual warmth
Time-stamped yesterdays
And real-time vacuums
Blended truths and planes of exisistence
Realizing, my truth, lies with you
Wondering who I have become
While knowing who I am
Missing words
Losing time
Feeling the very life in my veins
A ******
Tweaking bad for a hit
I look for you
In the corners
Of each ethereal electronic glow

Awakened at dawn
Finding emptiness beside
Lingering in dreams

No we can't have it all
But we can have nothing
Nothing in common
But the weight of the world
Watching in awe as beside me you fall

And the embers, they smolder
For an hour or a day
As the breath Ignites once again
Consuming the smile
Before it is ever born

So, to the flaming death of joy we toast
Taking in the screams
On the descent of all who falter
I watch you fall in silence
Sharing a pain that consumes everything

You are focused on nothing
I am focused on you, oblivious to all
My loneliness beaten back by your own
If only momentarily we glance past each other
The air too heavy to revive all that is dying

One cannot follow what is right beside
Bathing in the aftermath of despair
Weight of the world, of lost souls,
Of the intangible yearning to feel
There is only loneliness for fear of sharing

Afraid of loosening the grip on the comfort of stagnant pain
or facing the nothingness of the unknown
We look but do not see anything save our own pain
No, one cannot follow what is right beside
I'll hold your pain if you'll hold mine

It is always in the silence of pre-dawn that our hearts cry loudest.