You will  understand me
when you got two sisters
who are better than you
and a brother
who always ignore you
and a caring mom
who always love
you all equally
yet you won't get enough
and a lovable dad
who always make you feel
you are useless

I'm a collection of solitudes
A silence derived from
the summation of all languages

The end
of the
independence
of an
individual

•
       you
               secretly
                       wishing, for
                              your writes to be
                                noticed•simple sign
                             that they have not been
                          missed•with every view
                     and every like•your popu-
               larity does spike•somewhat
          places your art on the poetry
      map•between major players,     
  you close the gap•constantly      
checking to see  who's been              
reading•you're always deli-               
ghted to see the 'yellow                      
lightning'•a wish...                            
    for those who                             
     are writ-                    
ing      
•
secretly hope not only for your words to be
reaching far and wide, but also... trending•

not handsome though
luck came my way
she found me out
loved me one day

loved me one day
then one day more
she gave me a place
took me indoor

took me indoor
let me be within
loved me the way
I had never been

I had never been
handsome though
she saw me through
in one go

shh! not one word
she says

these last few days
on the silent ride
we've loved more.

I* choose
to believe
in the *best parts
of **me