Ate up all they gave me
So I was numb when they replaced me
Rearrange me, I feel naked
Thinking of you, memories faded

Ritual abuse
Masking my view
Pucker up and face the truth
Shrug it off and see right through

"I love you!" He uttered with his low voice holding my hand in his hand.

It was 28 May 2019.

Eyes
Mindless
Indicate
A source of light
Yet with strength of mind there is so much more
So much that you can find in metaphor
Spies, all-knowing
Gates to souls
Danger
Dark

1.3.

I learnt all
my best
lessons
sitting in
basements
chain smoking
with church
ladies

Smoke clouds
old Dior
perfume
filled
cold rooms
The smell
of lives
lived
Heavenly
odour
making love
under black
moons

Hell hath
no fury
like a woman
scorn
by a God

As they
weaved their
golden yarn

Regrets
of the words
lost
to their men
left for
death
in battle fields
long forgotten

They keep saying
that the
government
will save us

I can feel
it’s the end
when
the kids
their not
right
Lost in video
games
they don’t
even play
outside

Everyone else
is done
with living
Busy paying
and
praying over
the real.....

Call of Duty

Me?
I’ll just keep
playing
with my golden
string

Praying
for a
stranger
to throw
anything
my way

I’m just a beggar

Begging for
some much
needed change

sizi tanımadan önce
kendimi de
yeterince tanımıyor olmam
ne büyük basiretsizlik
arabanıza çarptığım için üzgün
kolum kırıldığı için
duble seviçliyim..